The ending of 2010

2010 即将结束
这一年还蛮特别的
前半年在新加坡
下半年在美国
尝试了许多不同的东西
和往年一样和不一样
有开心的
有伤心的
有成功的
有失败的

经历了不同的东西

第一次离开家乡那么远
第一次一个人飞美国
第一次去disneyland

还

学会了一点吉他
学会了一点美国腔
学会了一点溜冰

也

尝试了失败
失败的不知怎么失败
失败的不知如何安慰自己
失败的不知如何成功
就是那么的失败

在午夜12点前
我要记得我的那些第一次
我要记得我学会的那一些
我要忘记失败的失败

2011
我想要在美国找到份工
关心我我关心的人都健健康康
及世界太平

每天简简单单
快快乐乐 :)

差异

男与女
差别永远都在

不要和我说现在男女平等
男和女永远不能平等

不要和我说现在也有女人担任高职位
就平等
我们仅仅争取回一个人权

男和女
怎么不同
在决定XX和XY的时候
我们就注定不同

很喜欢Rusell Peter的演讲
带有幽默的呈现男与女的差别
他说
一样东西
女子可以联系很多东西
就好像
看到泡泡茶
女子马上想
上次喝是几时
什么口味
和谁一起喝
喝过后去哪里
男子也许只想“哦，泡泡茶”

简短说
女子想很多（大多无谓的）东西
男子想很少东西

虽然很多人说我善忘
可是在深处
我只是选择善忘
我不喜欢活在过去
不重要的事就不要占我的记忆
怎样深刻
怎样难忘
怎样不好
都会随着时间消失
一直想些无法改变的过去
倒不如
想些以后的事情
那些我能控制的事情

珍惜现在最重要
就当下发生的东西
也许两三年后
我就忘了现在的东西
并不代表我不喜欢
并不代表没什么值得我留念
只不过
不需要记得那么多

有时觉得我蛮聪明的
好像人家看不到的东西我看到
更多时候觉得我不是
为什么大家都看不到
只有我看到
难道笨的人是我

我
不喜欢解释
我的座右铭是
“相信你的朋友不需要你的解释
不相信你的朋友解释也没用”
与其浪费时间解释给一些不相信你
没想过要当你真心朋友的人
何不用那些时间去和不需要你解释
都相信你的真心朋友来交流

一个人
总有孤单寂寞的时候
尤其是来到外地
远离了那些认识熟悉不过的朋友
总在学习如何融入当地或其他种族的文化
每个人都来自于非常不同的背景
我们都在学习
有时累了
想找个依靠
却要等12小时
就这样等着等着
就忘了
又寂寞的时候
那个累好像就加上之前忘记的累
更累

寂寞其实没什么大不了
知道它存在就好了

Fall Finalsss

Ahh.......
Found out by chance that
I fall sick mostly during the beginning or the last semester
Why
Beginning, gotta adjust to the environment
Last semester, stress out by finals may be?
Or it's the 3 hours snow ball fight that caused this
Damn damnnnn
Finals is coming
No time to lose man
Why sick

别

请
憋着吧
不要听
不要说
不要想

不要想
是有点难
不过还是
请憋着吧

忍着忍着
就过了
很快的

勤！

之前
看雨滴
唱下雨天

现在
看雪粒
唱下雪了

我很纳闷
slack的程度
好像比小学还严重
能否能拿A
就要看这几天
火烧的程度到哪里
还有
够不够柴烧

神啊神
救救我吧

~下雨天~
别说你难过 别说你想改变
被爱的人不用道歉

Hugggsss hugggsssss

As i was brought up by quite a conservative family
And because I never been into any relationshipsssss
I don't know the feelings of being hug or hugging others
But that was until I went to Singapore
I love huggingss
Though I sucks in remembering thingsss
I remember every hugs I had
The hugging speaks everything
Be it love
Be it friendship
Be it everything
The attachment is there
That's when I love hugging people
Such a regret that I never hug any of my best friends back in Msia when I left
I wanna hug everyone of you when I get backkkk
Muacks people hahahah

是件好事

曾听说
有个地方
当你和男/女朋友分手时
那边的人会说恭喜
因为你成长些
成熟些
长大些
更知道谁比较适合你

人总是学习中
思想也随着改变
还记得
以前想要在25/26岁前结婚
现在拜托
29岁前都不想结
以前觉得
轰轰烈烈比较好玩
现在
平平凡凡就好

没关系
我们都在学习
跌倒就爬起来
没什么大不了
最重要是
不要做会让自己后悔的事情
至少我们跌过
知道流血的痛
下次就会小心走路
是件好事！
：）

通通丢掉

老娘我
决定了
把垃圾丢掉
把位子留给自己
太多东西可以做了
不可以忘了我的梦想
我要
我要
我要
我要留在美国
我要找份工
我要拿青卡
我要接老妈老爸来
把时间留回给自己
老娘可是个可朔之材
嘻嘻

gogo lady jiajia!!!~~~~ Yoyo

面具

你每次打来
问同样的问题
前几次我很爽快的回答
现在
一样的答案
可是却好像背后加了几公斤的包袱

开始怀疑
是否还能相信自己
是真的那么本事
还是面具的假象

以前
遇到什么问题
什么都说给你听
现在
张大了
发现自己好自私
都是我说的份儿
我随便说的小问题
你都会记得
替我担心

我爱你，妈

于是我学着收起来
用瓶盖盖起来
当瓶盖要爆开时
就将大变小
将四方变圆方
包成小小粒说出来

来到这
真的很想喝酒
真的想尝一下喝醉醉的感觉
是不是会忘掉当下的东西

不过我不会学坏
因为我知道
无论在我在哪个角落
无论有多寂寞
无论有多困难
有个最疼最疼我的妈咪

All me

Before i forget all these funny nicknames
I should write them down now
Blame on my stupid low brain memory

Exclusively only for them...
Caren and Alitan
"Mummy" and I call them "Maria"

Zhengyang
"Fatimah" and i call him "detective How"

Ah cat aka Yuenfeng
"Jaixuan"

Roommate's friends
"Xuannieeee"

And one day three persons came up with 3 nicknames for me
Jiawei - "Lady Jiajia"
Chongtat - "Leehanna"
Shangjie - "Taylor Swan"

I appreaciate those nicknames tough lolz
You people are so creative

李；甘

小李与小甘
我觉得普通境况下
我选择前者

为什么
这要问妈妈或爸爸的基因了
从小就那么的小李
小时候
我会看着哭的女孩子
问为什么他们在哭
奇怪有什么好哭的

不重要

以前
常常打小李单打
单打很方便
爱用什么方式还击就用
轻的重的远的近的
漂亮的可爱的
可恶的残忍的

现在
多个队友小甘成双打
不能爱打漂亮就漂亮
因为小甘可能觉得残忍
小甘不喜欢小李的话
这场比赛就很难打
多一个意见
多一个选择

小李本是胆怯的
玩来玩去只是那几招
小甘把小李的墙壁钉了几个洞
让小李呼吸到外面的空气
学了新招
也许小甘出现
让小李更完整

小李和小甘能不能和睦相处
要看两者能不能互补了

我觉得有必要澄清
小李小甘都不是人

Walk walk

First fashion walk today lolz
Was invited by my roommate the very last minute
Since I never done anything with her together so far
I promisedd
Although it was kinda funnny and clumsy the way we walked
I enjoyed it
One day Indian girlll :p





Walk walk fashion baby
Had cool feet when I got there cause i thought it wasn't at public place
Who know it's right at the front door of SU
But it was great
Unforgettable thing done with my roomieeee :D

多一点

有时想

任性点
功课不做
跑去玩

野蛮点
不说对不起
也不觉得对不起

撒娇点
可不可以嘛

笨点
那我要对方聪明的指数也会相对降低

不顾一切点
我要就是要

这样的女人
成熟的男人比较喜欢吧

有时觉得庆幸自己成熟
很多事情自己解决
但更多时候不喜欢自己就那么懂事
我也想要别人照顾啊
可是眼看成熟男人旁边的女子都是任性的

我也想要任性一下

转移

开始喜欢


喝热饮
倒整杯烧水
然后两分钟内喝完

冲热水澡
越热越爽

卧在被里
因为里面最温暖

太阳
有它出现才有彩色

Lay's 署片
最快解决饿的东西


开始珍惜


一件短裤上衣就可以出街
现在好笨重

有饭或面的食物
管它味道怎样

不用烦恼几时饿
现在一碗面还要加苹果，加面包，加鸡蛋，热巧克力
3小时内又饿
好彩还没有人说我胖

有事情家人第一个跳出来
现在有事情还要等12小时才能说
有时忘了也就算了

我喜欢到处走
因为这样我才知道我幸福在那里：）

风度

很不喜欢没有风度的男生
走之前还给女生颜色看那种
不知风度这东西能不能随年龄而增加
我想应该不能
所以
我绝对不会找个没风度的男生
然后期待他会变
没风度就是没风度
没风度根本不能经得起考验
大丈夫能曲能伸
能够忍让的男人
才有吸引力

"J-I-A"

Looking at the cards, my prof trying hard to pronounce: " Jia, Jia, J-I-A Jia"
When I was thinking how to answer and waiting for the "X-U-A-N, Xuan"
A guy raised his hand: " Here,........"
After the guy finished and I thought I'm safe.
Prof turned to my direction like he knew my sitting position:" Do you bring anything to class today? Yes, you"
Luckily i skimmed through one news today
Quickly rearrange my thoughts and crapped
I knew it
He was going to call me
It's just there are too many Jia here
So far my surrounding friends in UB who has Jia
Jia Xuan
Jia Wei
Jia Yen
Jia Wen
This is a lot!!!!

Oh yea, he gave our group presentation a 22 point out of 20!!
2 bonus point. Funny

不简单；不复杂

本小姐很喜欢吴书缘最近写的

“你要接受这世界
没有人会完全爱你
没有人会完全不要你改变
没有人会真的在你面前完全诚实
没有人会因为你而改变
没有人会真心想救你
没有人会.....
没有人.......”

还有

“把复杂的世界简单化
然后把简单化的成果复杂化”

不接受这世界的人
只能站在原地
在自己的框框画圈圈
遇同样的事
和自己讲同样的话

人不自救
就别想有得救

杀人真的可以不用武器
一张嘴巴就够了
也许就这一句话
画了两人之间的楚河汉界
所以生气时
请别说话
你的话
也许会烙印在对方的心里
永久离不去
时间也许会冲淡
那种感觉依然存在

One random Sat

Yay
Finally brought my winter coat and boot at outlet
The cheapest cheapest
Haha
Cause no point spending much dollar if I'm going back Msia and Spore
And I'm so gonna spend my own money
That makes me feel independent
Oh yea
Went to game arcade today
Pretty lucky
There were 27 free basketball games for us
Take turns to play
Had fun racing with zy and eric
Vulgar words everywhere
It even came out from zy's mouth!!
So unbelievable

Had quite a shock with a guy I barely know
First impression was a very quiet guy
The second day he become another guy!!
Just don't understand why he keep shooting me
And keep saying that I spend money like water
Do I look that kinda person
I don't even wear branded stuffssss
May be the face looks branded that's why
;p

Anywayssss
God loves me so much that He gives lots of challenges to me
To make me stronger and stronger !!!
I'm not taking bout Jesus anyways
Just God
Jia Xuan Lee is a strong girl!!!

One for this

"Things happen for a reason"
Thanks to my roommate for reminding this magic phrase
Often times when you're too upset
Negative thoughts overwhelm your mind
All you could think of are bad things
I know it's hard in the beginning
Especially when you're so into something
But when there's somebody like my roommate stand beside you when you lose control
You should appreciate

When things doesn't go your way
Don't keen on pointing finger at others
Think of the possible causes
And what you can learn from that
May be, I say
May be there's one or two might be the cause of everything
But you don't blame them for their sake
It's for your own good
Cause then you can learn and grow
And that's how I get over so fast

I actually do appreciate
Because that makes me more assure what are the things I want
And I can feel the warmth of people

Anyways
I was so impressed with my roommate's method
Is every communication students that good
Push me into public
Make me suppress my feelings
Tell jokes
Though I wasn't really listening
And then make everyone out of the place
Leave just the two of us
Tell me that she's listening
And convince me that things happen for a reason
She's just so nice
I have yet tell her that I'm moving out next semester
How could I tell herrr..........

Halloweeeen

My first Halloween in US was awesoommmee
Went to haunted house
Saw lots of creepy faces
Got shocked
Went to clubbing


Saw lots of costumes
Got banana, pirates, Arab people, white disguise in black, angels, demons....
Praises
Wahaha
It was damn cool

The next day we had pumpkin cravings
Tough i didn't craved much
Still it was cool


This wasn't craved by meeee toughh
LEE :)

Will upload the picturesss again when I collected all of emm...
:)

压力？

西方文化
就是不同
昨天看到在电视机所看到的
在10度以下的温度
一个女子穿着短袖短裤坐在一个小池水上面
旁边有个凸出来的button
球打到就掉下水里
那女子真的很神

今天
一下车就听到砰砰声
看到一个人用锤子在敲一辆已经不成型的车子
旁边有的攀岩
美国人有那么需要解压吗？

USsang

Well well well
I thought I'd blog more in US
And the fact shows that I'm not~
Because.....simplyyyyy
1) The first three weeks slacked too much and am now suffering the consequences
2) Lots of event here and feel like almost lost my way
I'm so in love with here
I'm so wanted to be here
Things here are so cheap yet good quality IF I work here
I love shopping through Amazon
I love friendly people
I love looking at handsome and pretty ang mos
I love blue eyes
I love social networking
Gosh....
I so wanna to get a job here
America~~~
I love ya~~!!!!

The hornss

单身匹马来到这里
好像到另个大家庭
虽然和往常一样
年龄又是数一数二最大的那个
大家都很疼我
真的很庆幸
室友看起来也不错
除了厨房远了点外
什么都很好

喜欢我的床单
喜欢我的电话
喜欢我的朋友
更喜欢一直有人找我聊天
更更喜欢那些真诚赞美的话
waka waka

是时候收拾心情
继续我的mission

我很好

常听说出外国读书的人会比较外向
这真准到爆
来到这里的第3天
我们谈得话题好像认识十年的老朋友
在日新交了几年的朋友也许都比不上这几天认识的朋友
不是什么喜新厌旧
只是大家打开心交朋友
没在害羞什么
互相关心
这几天真的好像在度假一样
虽然又被盖上很多花名
“新加坡赌后”
“Lag queen”
“Jai Xuan”
“Jet lag”
“Chicken little”
“Bugs bunny"
可是天天都好开心好轻松
还记得尚杰说
“我知道为什么你整天慢半拍了，因为你的名字叫佳璇，一直在旋转。”
还蛮新鲜的
哈哈

天气有点冷
天天都穿寒衣长裤
他们却短衣短裤

这边的人食量真的很大
不是
应该是这里什么都大
Giant size的食物，用品或人

美国人的accent很好听
听到会无法专心
还在逼自己用心听

买了个smart phone
每个月是很贵一下

不过真的很喜欢 =D

老实说
认识了这一群好像都没特别想家
这里的人也蛮不错的
天气暂时也很美
风景也很美
真希望在这里找到工长住这里 :)

离。梦。奔

@ Penang international airport
进kastam前妈妈的一句“take care”
启动了泪腺的trigger
也卡住我的声线
妈妈再说“要加油”
一个拥抱胜过千言万语
挥手道别
没看到爸妈的眼泪
只感觉到满满却要学着放手的担心
那种眼神太深刻
加快脚步
把不舍尽力藏起来
我是勇敢的女孩
就这样欺骗自己

@ Changi airport
回到这熟悉的地方
目前最喜欢的机场
也见到了哲年
忙了一整天
闭上眼睛
脑子里还是顽固的回想与想象
一整夜就这样清醒
进美国真的很麻烦
什么都问什么都查
由于下大雨
飞机延迟飞

@ Narita airport， Tokyo
以后铁定不会长居日本
日本人的英文很难懂
日本话更不懂
不过日本人真的很有礼貌
没时间逛
赶下个班机
11小时真的很恐怖
更肯定我一年内不要飞回马来西亚

@ Chicago airport
没想象中那么大
没想象中那么美
没有free internet access
餐厅没有位
除了位置外
基本上什么都没有
也许Changi airport真的太完整了
到处看到大只佬
一个手臂好像我的大腿
认识到一个seremban的女子
挺好谈的
让我在这5小时没那么闷




@ Buffalo airport
30多小时的行程终于结束
脚真的好酸
飞机竟然提早到
换了零钱打电话给要接我的人
很多美国人其实很友善
很有耐心的回答你的问题
陌生人也可以talk randomly

@ Buffalo
caren家电坏了
临住在他朋友的家
我常觉得马来西亚的人都特别好的
也许都是同乡人吧

玛丽亚与妈

The hallll..




Seriously, we see papers and books everywhere!!!
Jit Sin will always be Jit sin. Haha.



Ah.... The blue tables that only for examination purpose











2007 STPM Physics question no 49. This should be our paper. Does this ring a bell to you? I don't. Haha.
My forever best friend Alitan :)
And my beloved Jit Sin

离开前，你说

爸爸说
美国和马来西亚一样
一个女孩子不可以自己一个人出去走的
一定要有人陪的
去哪里要很要小心

妈妈说
自己要小心哈
要自爱哈
长大了
要注意自己的仪态了
不可以邋邋遢遢了
要美美的
有男子约可以试试出去的
有些好男子只约两，三次就不约的了
不要抹杀全部机会
有好男人可以嫁去那边的
我们的谈话如下
妈：“去那边可以找个男朋友了”
我：“以我的yim chim的眼光，一年内机会找到应该会很难”
因为不信一见中情
妈：“很难讲的，你的缘还没来罢了。找到了可以嫁出去了”
我：“哈哈，有了就可以嫁了啊？那我毕业出来23岁就可以嫁了啊？哈哈”
妈：“可以的拉，不用紧的，嫁去那边就住那边。姐姐我就会担心她的对象，你，我相信你的眼光拉。呵呵。什么人都可以，不要黑人或印度人就行。以后妈咪可以去找你”
我还不知我老妈那么开通
我：“23岁真的是嫁的话，就是肚子给人家搞大了”
妈：“呵呵呵”


哥哥说，
在机场千万不可以帮别人拿东西
不可以随便相信别人
要锁你的bag的所有拉链
一个人一定要特别警惕
不会一定要问
到美国要去玩的话
不可以一个人自己出去
尤其是New York
除非有人陪你
要不然不可以去
去到美国记得differentiate yourself from others
我和你说过的四个东西一定要记得
一，最重要的，GPA 保持3.5以上
二，看能不能搞AIESEC
三，External board paper
四，Part time job
一定要记得
Differentiate yourself from the rest!
时间是自己找出来的
最重要的不可以随便相信别人
噢，可以找个男朋友了啦
洋人要参不过和ASEAN people参多一点
文化的不同
他们通常不能和Asean很close的

姐姐说，
找到男朋友的话
拿他的八字给我看
看和你配不配

这就是我的家人拉
将它写下来提醒自己他们和我说过这一番话
:D

Wagawaga

肚皮舞
看人家跳好像很容易
左摆右摇而已
但跳起来
比打羽毛球更喘
用的都是
平时没用到的筋
要跳到好看
还要很用力
就像要杀球的力量
每换一个姿势就杀一次球
拥有电动臀的朋友
salute salute



Shakira~~
最性感的belly dancer
Waka waka~

Blogging

Sian Hong mumbled:"I will never understand people who blog... If one day I blog, that's when I'm asking for help."
Asking for help?
Yea, weird it is.
I'm taking it as he'll only blog if he face some unusual problem that seriously drag him down. He blog to release tension.
Well, I don't get the chance to answer that question that time.
But now I do.
People blog for different reasons
Some people blog to get network
Some people blog to get attention
Some people blog to brush up or maintain its writing skill
Some people blog, like the previous reason, to release tension

For me, I blog to improve writing skill.
Yep and that's a fairly good reason for me to keep blogging ^^

What are the factors that motivate you to blog
You know it better

Lame lame

Lame people give lame excuses!!
Me:"Hey are you in class?"
No response...after another hour
Me:"Hey, where are you now? Professor wants our group report now. She's asking from me."
Since I'm the one who stupidly turned up in the class because I trusted them to be in class like what they've said. ;S
"Feeling unwell staying at home, computer crashed can't do anything"
Extend the due date
"How am I suppose to do when my computer crashed?"
Me:"May be you can do at the lab?"
My heart:"Is it so hard to find a computer nowadays? Just use your brain! You're kids no more. Don't ask questions that kids do"
"Now Friday and it's due on Monday, I'm not going school.Did everyone else really did their part"
Me:"Since it's not graded, may be just hand in next semester la.Yes, I guess."
My heart:"SSTUPPIDDDD, It's your problem leh. Can't you figure out other ways?"
"Okay then."
Prof rejected the request and I replied to that lame people
Me:"Professor said it's too long, it's meant for this semester, ..."
"Then tell her I'm not going to do"
Me:"Okay"
My heart:"Stupid girl, are you throwing tantrum? Are you in any position at all to be angry? This is given at the very beginning of the course. Everybody knows it. Furthermore, you gain when you do it. Not me, not the professor. AND!!! Why did you hold back another girl's part? She gave you long time ago. You can just forward to us at anytime. You can use the lab to send us her report if your computer crashed. Don't use the lame excuse okay? I really couldn't believe this. Never say anything never do anything until the very last moment I asked twice from you. I should be the one in the angry position okay? Cleaning up the whole group mess especially yours. Today only I see the real you. You were so nice until this happened. Everyone likes you. Nevermind, at least I know now. You're so irresponsible and untrustworthy.

一直下的雨

刚到新加坡的第一星期
生了一场大病
要离开这里的最后一个星期
又来了

这里
天天下雨
也许常被那不起眼却杀伤力威猛的小雨滴淋到
不知那个晚上起
不开风扇
不开冷气
2cm大的窗口
都要穿寒衣包紧紧才能睡着
咳
老娘身子就那么不耐冷
好懊恼在美国要怎样保温
吃狗肉
喝红酒
也应该是了

My beloved Nikiiie

My beloved Nike bottle, present from Twins and etc gone at my school canteen. :(
How I wish the venue to be in Jit Sin High School. I still remember no matter how many times my purse or bottle disappeared from my sight, I still be able to see them again. Quite funny, I vividly remember Sian Hong, Teik Ning or Chiow Suan will asked "eh, where's your purse?" Or they found some other way to ask me to take out my purse. And then that's the time I realized my purse was with one of them. Most of the time, I didn't even know when did I drop it. But I just got em back at the end. Haha. Thank you so muchie. Hahah. And then my bottle, the longest time it was left alone at school was a weekend. I still managed to find it on Monday. Haha. Jit Sin student is honest. Haha.

Here. Sighs. Queued up for payment. Stepped outside the canteen door, suddenly remembered my beloved bottle, turned around, see no signs of my bottle. Asked the janitor. "I never see your bottle, ask the other janitor"
The other janitor "No, I never see your bottle too."
Cashier came to us "Looking for something?"
"Yes, I left my bottle here..."
Searched around, "No, don't have your bottle"
And that's the end of my bottle. Just few seconds away from me and BOMB it had gone forever. : (

I will always love you, my nikieee.

I want to be a billionaire!!!^^

Damn cool song~!!! Haha.
I want to be a billionaire so friggin bad
Buy all of the things I never had
I want to be on the cover of Forbes magazines
Smiling next to Oprah and the Queen

Bear with me. I just know how to link youtube video to Blogger. Wahaha.

徐佳瑩 失落沙洲

Nice nice song. ^^ Tears drippled down my face the first time listening to this.
我不是一定要你回来 只是当又一个人看海
回头才发现你不在 留下我迂迴的徘徊

A simple lyric and easy melody but it just so unforgettable. Feel connected to this song. :)

Love lives

I can't remember since when I started to enjoy shopping alone. Was once so fear to be alone at any circumstances. Now? Come on, shopping alone was joyous. You take your own sweet time to pick, to examine and whatever you needed to. Of cause if there's shopping buddies, it would be merrier but when there's none, try to enjoy the shopping process. ^^

By the way, I broke my guitar string last night when I was trying to tune the guitar!!!! :( It happened so fast that I got stunned for few seconds. I never knew that one can break a string while tuning!!!! And luckily the string only hit my arms. How dangerous if it hit my eyes....Stunned stunned......And then the next thing that came to my mind is one Jay's song ------ 断了的弦 再怎么连
我的感觉 你已听不见 That's so true. Haha.

Read a few amazing books lately. One book that touched me the most is Tuesday with Morris. It was actually a true story and later adapted into a movie of the same name. I learn to appreciate life and people that I love even more after reading this great piece of work. It was the first book that I can't wait to finish. It was a story about the author with his dying professor, Morris who fought so hard to live his life. Morris was diagnosed with Lou Gehrig's disease - a chronice neuron illness. As time goes by, the person loses "basic abilities" like speaking, walking or even eating. The story was similar to one litle's of tears. One thing I would never forget is when Morris said that he was lucky because he still has the chance to actually say goodbye to the people he love. People who died in accidents didn't manage to even say goodbye to people around. And that he didn't give up because of the illness but insisted on contributing to society even more.

The book encompasses acceptance, communication, love, values, openness, and happiness. Why are we still complaining when we already have the best surrounding us? Just open your eyes and you shall see. ^^

40 days to Buffalo

还剩40天
还真的好兴奋
虽然知道到那边的生活会转180度
也为自己画了很多路
也许再没多余时间追连续集
也许常常会往图书馆跑
这不会是忙
这只会是丰富
人生有几个几十年呢
最重要就是活在当下
用一个敞开的心看世界
况且身边人都健健康康
就是福气
机会是无所不在
在于看到与否
真的真的好期待
新的生活的来临
虽说仍有不舍自己家乡
人还是要往前看的不是吗
活在过去的人也只能滞在原地
太可惜了

话说回来
老哥也竟然临时说与教授下月去美国
交论文之余
顺便到处游
全程只需出约一半飞机票
真好

大家，一起加油唷！

A real man

I fell for him!!!



He's not the super handsome guy that you'd fell for for the first sight. But you would when you look into his eyes. Wahahaha. He's has such 专情eyes. I love love to watch his movies. After watching 背后的故事, I learned more about him and love him more. Hahaha. At teenage age, he became a truly rebel student and got kicked out by 4 high schools. Refused to go home until his mom used media force. Yet, he hid himself in a internet cafe. It went on until one day he woke up with phone, wallet being stolen. He suddenly realized that he had totally nothing. At that moment, he deleted all his game accounts and ran to home with tears. After making apologizes to his family, he turned over a new leaf. He finally woke up.

The other day when I was watching "大学生了没?".陶子asked the actors in Mongak including him and 赵又廷 and some others "What is a real man like for you?" 小天answered：“真男人是会保护家庭的男人”。Whereas 赵又廷 answered：“真男人是会包容很多很多的。。” Well, I would say a man transform into a real man when he realizes that there is responsibility for every action he takes, acknowledges them and ready to bear the consequences. There's no age yardstick in becoming a real man. One can be a real man at age of 10. Some after marriage. Some never learns to take responsibility of his actions in his entire life. And there's no methodology to becoming a real man. He must have experienced some appaling events that give him new insight towards life.

And when a man becomes a real man, he has undescribeable charm that shines around him. I see this charm from him. ^^ He brings in the experiences he had gone through into his actings. I just feel so touch and real watching his actings. Go Xiao Tian. Wahaha.

Amp square

Qing: Huh the flash light..... i clicked edi meh?


Again.....

These are the only pictures taken in our last karaoke? Should have taken more.
And the boys... never take with them. I wonder when's our next time or if there's any next time.....Please ask me to take pictures of yours if we hang out and I forget to take. Haha. Let me miss you. Hahaha.

我也来谈情说案

谈情说案
一看到男主角就马上联想到一个人
本小姐目前遇过IQ最高的人
日新中六都应该知道我在说谁
遇到头脑会爆的数学题
都会丢给他
然后看他在几分钟内完成
接着又再拜他为神

虽然没谈剧里kingsley那么神奇
不过也是天才一个
但只是专数学的天才

话说回来
谈剧里的天才太神奇了吧
精通物理学
常识好
又是英文活字典
还有良好沟通能力
还会看脸色讲笑话
品行好
有钱又有貌
简直就是一句---夸张！！！！

天才应该都是孤独的
会的东西没人可以分享
渐渐也封闭自己
怎么还能有良好的沟通能力！！！？？

只不过
还是一部好看的戏剧:)

小小狼狈

没有车
最怕就是遇到雷雨交加
又有个不能避免的约会
8点清晨
打开小雨伞
冒着军人向前冲不后退的精神
雨水就是敌人
勇敢的踏出第一步
又跑又跳又走的赶到MRT

没怎样
牛仔裤喜欢喝水
鞋子也当起碗来
在MRT里
拿起书看
过了个20分钟
牛仔裤和鞋子的水
形成了一个locus
再清楚点
就像是漏尿一样

没关系
继续看书
美国使馆
英国使馆
泰国使馆
澳洲使馆
在新加坡都挤在一堆
为了保安
没有巴士可以直接到门口

没办法
时间逼近
德司的牌都亮着“hired”
又打开小雨伞向前冲
虽然只有5分钟的步行
每个人都说向前走就对了
还是见一个问一个再度确保
路上还有个飞车从我旁边飘过

没怎样
衣服多湿了一半
进了使馆
过了一小时
骨头里一阵阵的寒气
促使一股冲动想脱鞋脱裤
还好脑子还是清醒
成功压制此想法
保安问题不能带水食物电话等
就这样又冷又饿又渴的
过了3小时

没关系
因为终于通过了
此visa真得来不易也
只希望
身子的抗冷免疫力
可以够强保身子暖

明天会是更好的
: D

The first skit

Wakaka
Our group's skit was a success
Professor even praised me "Good job" personally
Friends said I'm cute
Cause my role was a dumb dumb worker
Can hear the laughter when I was acting
My teammates who supposed to act with me can't help laughing upon seeing the response of the audience
What can I say more?
I've potential in acting
Hahaha
After all these months
Presentations are not that scary anymore
I even enjoy in playing out the role
Hahaha
The only scary part is possible questions arised out of nowhere from the audience
Which normally answered by my teammates
Hehe
Should practice to answer next time ;)

Us vs Sg'rean

“你马来西亚人啊？”
“Mmm。”
这里做食物档口的马来西亚人
好像只要我一点菜
就会问这个问题

“You're not Singaporean！！！！?"
“No”
"You look so Singaporean, you dress so Singaporean, you even sound Singaporean"
这边的新加坡人
听到我是马来西亚人的反应

记得我在云顶做工那一个月
那边的很多同事都说一眼就可以看出是否新加坡人

我在新加坡住了一年了
本小姐仍不能确定马来西亚人还是新加坡人
甚至华人印度人马来人都要怀疑
这边很多异族结婚
印度人和华人生的孩子有些他妈的比我还要白
可看名字
Vivian Esther William
Rachel Rotshiviki
或十足马来人的样子包头
因为是回教徒
可一点马来人的血统都没有

有啦
他们说英文时我大概能辨认
华语我就不大能辨认了
除非那些华语很差的
那些华语好的很难一听就听的出
不懂那些人怎样听两句就听得出

Yep Genting again

10/06/2010 - 12/06/2010
Yep, it's Genting again
The place
That I've spend a few birthdays
That I worked for a month
That I learned lots of things
That I LOVE :)

Hao Wei restaurant. We had a real quick lunch to catch the coach. I remember one customers gave me coupons of the restaurant when I was still a sales rep for Resort World. :)


African fish. Can't taste this in Penang. It's in mushroom's restaurant. If you don't know how to go, there's FOC transport every night in First World hotel. Highland hotel also have if not mistaken. I know this restaurant from colleagues working there. This is nice too. The yellow slices are the mixture of butter and egg. Perhaps cheese too. Worth a try.


Somewhere near Genting hill. As durian is prohibited in the hotels, we had them outside. Right beside us were some Mid-Eastern people barbequeing there. BBQ outdoor in Genting with slow breezing wind, how smart are they huh? BBQ would be our next purpose in Genting :)
Mao San Wang durian.
Brother misspoken it as Mao Wang , as always
Sis misspoken it as San Mao Wang, as always
Well, yes I'm the one who got it right this time
Our family is like that. Mother is the worse, trio of us got inherited and misspeak a lot. But our family is very happy and happening. :)



One restaurant at Gohtong Jaya. The dishes are super nice. This RM30 dish is Kapa with soup. Really super nice and fun to watch. The kapa one by one popped up as it gained energy from the heat. Super nice. I'm gonna miss it. The other dishes are as nice. Gohtong Jaya has lots restaurant but only same are nice. Just go with the crowd.

Gohtong jaya has another cake shop near Hao Yun restaurant that sells durian ice cream. I tell you they sell the best durian ice cream in the whole world! Haha. At least I havent come across one that beats them. It's really super nice. Took the picture but don't know why pictures related to durian ice cream all spoilt. Hah.

Please don't say Genting has nothing at all just because you don't know where the fun are.

变态

有时候
当功课到某一种程度时
思路会抛描
只想求老天爷送个新轮胎

总有一天
总有一天
本小姐写作可以像
瀑布留下来的水
又快又多又新鲜

这是本小姐坚信的
别想打击我
英文罢了嘛
赛嘛坑阿

本小姐明天去云顶
所以全部东西都要在明天之前提交
变态
真的是变态

I should study for tomorrow's exam now but....

One litre of tears
名不虚传的催泪
Recently addicted to Japanese dramas
Short and sweet
11 episodes that's all
Finished 2 dramas in 3 weeks
Personal taste and Nodame smtg smtg
Yes I'm quite good in controlling myself
Haha.
Am I?

It's been months or years since last time you ever chat with me?
I feel your self-confidence has move up to highest level
And like before
I never understand you
You're so mystery
So weird
But I have no interest to find out more about you now
What I'm certain is
You are a good flirt
But I'm surprised by your response after you 'cat-ing' me
"Sorry, just kidding. Still love you"
As I can remember you never say sorry after 'cat-ing' me years ago
And the word 'love you'
The second time I got from you
But I know it means nothing
Funny
Some people say the words so easily
Some can't even say after marriage

The cruise

旅行是女孩子疗伤的权利
是我在电视看到的:)

大头

这两天
大头症又发作
12pm的课以为是3.30pm
还好朋友12pm问行踪
才迟到45分钟

今天去约会
半小时前准备好了
哪里知道钥匙不见
为了找钥匙又迟到
门没上锁就出去了
结果约完会要回家时
摸摸口袋硬硬的
原来就是我的钥匙

刚好老哥和大嫂回来了
太突然了
还以为他们明天才回
七早八早突然觉得有人开我的房间门
还以为进贼
很快就关上了
又听到水流声
就知道他们回来了
一知道是他们
我头又痛了
餐桌上都堆满我的东西
衣服未收
地上几条头发

不过因为太累
还是继续睡
睡醒时他们在睡了
早餐都不吃
赶紧整个房子打扫一番

我打扫房子的速度就是这样炼回来的

Come come to me

Oh boy oh boy
Lack of motivation recently
How come how come
I don't have the impulse like I had before
I remember
The greatest achievement of my sudden super motivation was during Sec 4
Though I can't remember where the forces came from
Probably I was in danger zone of dropping from S4 to S5
I made small notes
I glued them besides my bed
I read them every morning I opened my eyes
I used colorful pens to add the attractiveness
I even draw comics if I can ever thought of one
When all the results released
Some ke po people would just calculated everyone's GPA
And my friend shouted on me
"Jia Xuan!!! You are the second!!!!"
"Huh? What? What second" I didn't know they're calculating
"Second in our class!!!"
"Hamik? Si meh?"
I can't believe it at that moment
Neither does everyone else
There appeared some discussion after hearing the shouting
I was never top ten in the class
And suddenly shoot up to the second
And then I started to believe that I am somewhat not dumb student

I need I need
The forces
The motives
The impulses

Lee Jia Xuan!!!
You can do anything!!!

Perceiving compliments

What's your response to compliments?
For me, the moment someone praises me, I feel extremely awkward. To be precise, I don't know what to respond.
For example, the cruising I went last month was in conjuction with Mother's Day
The organizer had this Mother's Day specials for mothers and son or daughter.
Because we were sitting on the front row, we were kinda forced to participate in the game.
And the host introduced each mother-son or mother-daughter team one by one by asking where they live and thier names.
When it's our turn, the beautiful host look at me and turned to my mom"Wah auntie, your daughter so beautiful"
I wanted to say you're even more beautiful but in public I just couldn't utter a word. I smiled awkwardly. I even forgot to say thank you.

The compliments I love the most is the one given by a handsome tourist guide in China.
Few days before we leaving China, he turned to my mum and said
"安娣，你就好啦，生的两个女儿长得如花似玉，。。。。。"
What a beautiful phrase, I've never heard of the phrase before in Msia
People just use "亭亭玉立 or '漂亮美丽' Hahaha
Not high self esteem, it's just the truth wahaha
My sister and I are beautiful ;p
Alright that's not the whole point, I remember the sentence because I can't understand what did he mean by it's good for having two pretty daughters. So good meh? What's the good? Pretty girls don't necessarily paired up to nice rich guys. Pretty girls attract more unnecessarily bees. (Not me, my sister) Pretty girls just get higher risk. ;p

I find that some Singaporean are not stingy in expressing their opinion.
Even close friends, they just like to show appreaciation.
Like if you help her on something, she will say "you're such a nice girl".
Or, when we plan to meet up, she say something like this" I'm really happy and looking forward in seeing you tomorrow"
And I just feel so warm but awkward too.
Back in Msia, people where got like that?
Close friends don't show appreciation by saying words like that.
They kinda show 'appreaciation' by 'cat 来cat去"
To be frank, I'm more comfortable people cating me although I feel happy being appreciated with the appreciation words.

Like today,
A cute Indonesian girl in my class, her first sentence to me was
"Hey, your voice very small,very cute"
Awkwardly, I answered" yea, people normally say my voice is soft."
Kinda 臭屁again right? Aiks.
But to say "thank you" also awkward.
Is this a compliment? Am I suppose to say thank you?
Can people don't say such words as their first sentence to me?
I really don't know what to respond.

Back in the old times,
I remembered when I was stil in sec school, few guys told me "you're so cute la". And I replied "Is beautiful, not cute"
Kinda 臭屁 I know. Haha. But I just didn't know what to answer cause I don't reckon myself as a cute girl.
I'm not cute.
But as I approach more people, I heard the words more often.
People say my voice is cute and I look cute.
Although I prefer to be seen as a tough girl, this seems to be part of me.

Well, I do like all the compliments, it's just that I feel awkward the moment they praised.

闷闷闷

闷闷闷
闷闷闷
讨厌这的summer school
要咱5个星期啃两本300面的书
还附送quizzes，homeworks，presentations，snippets
剩3个星期
本小姐姑且将就
想你们就好了

多一星期
哥和大嫂就回来了
可是
我好像已经习惯一个人了
要做什么就做什么
一个人到处走也可以
地图越看越厉害
问路越问越厉害
面子越变越厚

糟糕
不会慢慢转变成antisocial吧

影响我最深的人

你要问我
影响我最深的人是谁的话
他是我老哥
有勇气走到这地步
是因为他介绍这个希望
哥说他懂我
但我这个妹并不是很懂他
他的事常常都是从别人口中得知
要不然就是我不小心问到的
就好像
“gor，你知道吗，我的朋友男的ho，还收到女人的情信咯”
因为我没收过，所以觉得现代不会有人写情信了。哈哈
哥面无表情的说
“我也是收过阿”
“真的啊？很多吗？”
“。。。。”
然后转话题
为何？为何男人都收到，我却没有的？：（
还有
“gor，上次阿我看那个are you smarter than a fifth grader ah，有个人MENSA group的很聪明的人啊，答对剩最后一题都不需要用卡，好料咯”
“是啊，我也是MENSA group的人，我中学拿过那个测试”
查查下，MENSA是那些IQtest在98percentile的人
我真的有酱厉害的老哥么？
怎么我都不知道的

昨天他朋友说之后要来我们家
那个帮过我很多的
那个我已经觉得很有学问的人
问他为什么
他说他要consult老哥
再说哥是他们的savior
他们通常都找哥指明路灯
因为他们的professor只和哥direct contact
只和哥谈idea
谈了idea要做整个工程的是哥
哥再安排他们帮忙
突然想起
他们的professor上过的几次新闻节目
因为他在新加坡算是龙头老大吧
什么金融风暴就看到他们的prof
哥就会说
“他现在说的是我的idea!"
“做么不是你说的”
“我的头发还没白，人家觉得还没资格，哈哈哈”

现在拿的course- organization behavior
读到leader 有的power
Comes from formal power :legitimate, reward and coercive
OR
Comes from personal power :expert and referant
哥的肯定是personal power
上次去他的学校
觉得他真的蛮受欢迎的
常听到的句子是“问彦德啦”

有这样的哥有什么感想
觉得自己很渺小
还蛮苯的
为什么我就没有他的一半
但更荣幸
没有他指点
我也许看不到这一些机会吧

妈和我说
女孩子不用那么厉害
有份工
找个好人家嫁出去就好了
虽然是老套的话
但却是个不变的事实
嫁鸡随鸡，嫁狗随狗
可是我根本没信心找个龙来嫁
嫁不到龙我宁愿不嫁
我已经可以想象到我当尼姑的画面了
对不起 老妈
你说姐太快热
我却太慢热
但是你以前教我不要太随便的啊
以后你就不能叫我随便点了
因为我的心高挂在上了
只有龙才能拿下来
没龙就没二女婿;p

坏人。好人

以前觉得我EQ还蛮不错
原来只是我还未碰到糟糕的人
现在
得罪到我的人别想我还会给个微笑
有些人态度真的很差
一个在食堂的aunty
顾客听不到重复多一次有那么辛苦吗
你天天都是那几道菜
但我们顾客可能是第一次看你们的菜单
需要反眼重口气那么不耐烦吗
拿钱手也不耐烦
以前的我可能就算了
现在给回他脸色看
把找回来的钱抢过来
再回他个眼色
他果然有点吓到
哈！
以前那几个王八蛋
就算在我面前晃我假装看不到
我知道他们也是假装看不到
记得以前常有人说我容易被欺负
哥说我太容易相信别人
不想再被欺负
所以就这样保护自己

当然这世界还是有好人
以前从未遇过的那种好
老哥的朋友
我们就只在哥婚礼上见过面吧
可他帮我的次数我已不会算
那么爱帮助人的人还是我第一次看到
所以还是喜欢那些懂很多的人
从他们身上我可以学很多
老天爷还是很公平的
真的很感谢他
还有些人
待人很真诚
虽然第一次说话
但好像认识好几年的朋友
只可惜不会与他们同班了
真谢谢他们
让我觉得世界还是美好的

最后想说我好爱我老妈
知道我这两个星期一个人在家
怕我闷每天都两通电话打来
嘻嘻

血。。。。

原来急流的血
是带有粘性的

深刻记得老爸上次切水果刺伤手指的时候
我就在旁边
我应该是导致他刺伤的原因之一
我真的不会忘那画面
那血就像没关的水龙头
无止无尽的流
老爸皱眉头看着它
洗了洗
然后说要找药
一转身地上马上出现几滴血
还是照走
我想那时的老爸也有点乱了方寸

由于看着那些血引起我的胃的激烈反应
无法帮老爸止血
几番提醒下老爸才听进去
按着那伤口
乖乖到洗手盆前

今天出现同样的情景
才明白当你是当事人时
你只会看着那血流
不会想到要去按它
都要别人提醒才记得

怎么受伤
不会是普通人想到的
是老娘赶时间要爬上楼梯
手扶着梯手
想要用手的力量拉我的身体
suisui就是我握的那边有点尖
就这样
刚刺到没留血时想
应该不会流血吧
不会吧
不会吧
一开始流时
不会再流了吧
不会吧
不会吧
地上都有我的血时
他妈的
还是回去止血吧

朋友叫我去看医生打破伤风针
虽然很不情愿
还是去了
结果医生很有医德
说tetanus能耐10年
再问为什么常反胃
他叫我要放多轻松就好了
也不收我半毛
现在还有那么医德的医生
真的是太少见了

May 22 - lone

Today onwards til the next two weeks, I'll be singing LONELY everyday. Bro and sis-in-law will be in their honey moon in Europe. You know the feelings.....when you back to home but no one to share the day...in Chinese we call this 落寞....

There's something I wish to tell to some people. I'm not from a super rich family and I'm not pretending to be one. I choose to do a year in US not because my family has more than yours. It's the way we think. I see it as a tool to earn future money while you see it a pipe to wasting money. I take it as a long term investment while you take it as a short term spending. That's our difference. But of cause, it requires not only self courages but family's morally and financially support. To my family, I'll do my best to repay what you all have done to me, I promise.

One other thing, I find myself hardly get to studies lately. My mind are mostly occupied by students visa, interview, air tickets, Buffalo... Test is next week yet I read nothing! Charm how? Is everyone act like this prior departure to other strange place?

作反

老娘肚子最近不知搞什么
从马来西亚泻到新加坡
从固体到液体
泻肚子药随之胃药
因为已分不清是胃痛还是肠痛
以上已尽量用最优美的词表达

还不够
吃饱后它还会倒立
要我假咳嗽真干呕
老妈叫我要照顾自己饮食
可老娘我已忍住不吃辣拉
难道连奶质品也不行了
多点油也不能了
都不知问题在哪里要怎么顾
牛奶不能喝
辣不许吃
油不可碰
真的要戒口戒那么多么
很痛苦的叻

:'(

Damn. I feel the tense now. I have a bad feeling. Damndamndamn. One f***ing minor mistake may ruin the whole thing. Toot-ing pray it won't be as worse as I thought. Blame on my stupid carelessness. TOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOT
AND PLEASEEEE~~~~~SPARE ME PLEASE~~~~~~
Everyday the same line, same words and same tone would drain me.
I need a breakkkkkkkkkkk
Please give meeeeeeeee,would you?
No. You won't
And yes, I'm draining off slowly
HELP!!~

Lee Jia Xuan, be more meticulous!!!!

Pre-Summer 2010

两次了
在回新加坡飞机上遇到熟人
这次是对双胞胎
伟福伟禄
不过
只有哥哥和女朋友飞
女朋友一直拿照相机猛拍
像似第一次坐飞机
虽然在中学没和这对孖生谈过话
由于就走在我后面
忍不住问候他
他像以前一样
有礼貌
爱说话
不过不知以前为何觉得他们兄弟俩不怎么讨喜
也许是因为学长的关系吧
女朋友就不怎么友善
看了好多情侣
男朋友蛮好的
女朋友却一副自命清高的样子
这就是互补吧

这次飞航也是第一次帅哥坐我旁边
而且还是肌肉男
好几次不小心碰到
还真不好意思
太大只坐飞机应该不舒服吧

汤姆杯又被中国拿去了 :(
印尼Simon santosa被不公平的判决影响
看着第二局本来还有望的变质后
好替他不爽 :(

明天又要上课了
visa，机票，宿舍都还没解决
时间不够用~~

倒数二位数

算算一下
原来去美国的倒数
剩下两位数
记得有个人
他家人给他两百千去美国
剩下的自己搞定
他和我说
他只买单程机票
三年内都不会回来
他还说
他可能会想办法忘了这边的朋友
说罢
眼里露出了坚决
一年过去了
他与洋人生存的很好
到处建立人脉
课余时间做工
赚钱存钱
看起来过的很好
他是否真的放下一切
忘了家乡朋友
不知道
他是否活得很快乐
也不知道

我这趟美国
也抱着类似的心态
只买单程机票
只许成功不许失败
不过忘了家乡
我办不到
和洋人打成一片
我也怀疑
怎样说都是不同的文化

但是我会
尽量融入他人的社会
同时保持着我们东方的美
那就是不忘情忘义

Changi Airport 28/4

People, if you missed the check-in 45mins or 30 mins prior flight departure time, do not panic! Here's my experience.
In Spore, estimated time from my house to the airport is around 1 hour and 30 mins. And then another 1 hour, to be safe, to check-in and be in the airport. So it sums up about two and a half hour, which only can be killed by reading or listening to musics when you're alone. Sometimes you can't even read when mrt is packed with people and you have no choice but to stand; or, you couldn't find a seat in the airport.
28/4, Because my luggage was full, I decided not to bring any book. Figuring without a book may bored me to death, I shorten the estimated time. Since after I swear to myself, I will never do that again.
As there're few MRT lines leading to different places, I have to switch to another MRT line to reach the airport. Also, it's normal but not so often to see 'do not board' for a train. That means you have to take the following train. However I've never came across 2 consecutive trains with 'do not board' until that day.
Because of that 5 minutes, I was late for 5 minutes.
Once I arrived the departure hall, I felt coldness ran through my entire body when I saw no "Penang" on the gates. Praying hard, I went to one of the closed gate and asked where's the "Penang" gate?
The Indian girl replied "We've closed"
"Shits". Few thoughts immediately ran through my mind. But most importantly, I have to tell parents not to go airport. Forced myself into calmness, I called brother.
He told me to act anxious, tell the girl that I have emergency and have to arrive Penang by tomorrow morning.
I did what he said.
"Can you please let me in? My house has an emergency, I need to go back by tomorrow morning."
I said it without a pause.
When I actually said "my house has an emergency", the girl already replied, "The gate is closed, I can't do it for you.
And when I said 'I need to be in home by tomorrow morning", almost the same time, she said " Go to Gate 1"
Now thinking back, it sounded like a quarell. Haha
I rushed towards Gate 1 and preparing to act nervous.
"Can you please let me in"
"Passport please"
Oh yea... that man looked so handsome that day.

Anyway, this is strongly not encourage. Better to be early than late!!!

Sails away

In hours of time
I'll be on the cruise
Olala~~
Long time since my last cruising
This time only dad mom and me :)
Meeting twins tomorrow
Hope will meet future UB-er and fly together with me
I'm beginning to scare now
Parents keep nagging and nagging me to find company
Hope everything's gonna be great!!

我的故乡

槟城
我最爱的故乡
几天内
抚平了按奈已久的口水
Pek kong cheng's midaibak, Sam Suk's curry fish, Jawi and Balik Pulau's laksa, bang zhang kueh， rambutan，dukusat....
在新加坡担心饿了要吃什么
在槟城担心饱了吃不到什么

当然最开心还是可以和老妈聊山聊海
每天嘻嘻哈哈没烦恼的
心情也平静了许多
看了那两出必看电影
Iron man2
故事性虽然不怎么新鲜
但有个男主角Robert Downey Jr.就够了
他太风趣,超搞笑的
好喜欢看他演戏
Ip man2
甄子丹在前戏露出那浅浅的笑容很可爱
故事前面比较精彩，后面就重复别的戏
但整体上感觉也很不错

回到家是很开心的
可以讲自己马来西亚查目吧浪话是很爽的
偶尔离开课本接近心灵的书是很棒的

我要珍惜现在拥有或还没拥有或不曾拥有但给我勇气的一切切

Angelic voice

Olivia Ong
Got to know her when she pk in 星光大道6
Immediately fall into her sweet voice
No wonder tao zhi keep saying her
最温柔的杀手，棉里藏针，杀人不见血等等
She truely is
She really has the ability to hypnotize people with her angelic voice
It's neither strained nor forced, it just flow from her mouth naturally
Listening to her voice, it relaxes every muscles of my body
Too bad I don't know how to link the whole video from youtube to here
I just know the link to the link there ;p


Sometimes when we touch- olivia ong

Close to you - Olivia Ong

Kiss me- Olivia Ong

And also, just know that one of my favourite theme song from Little Nyonya is sang by her!
Tired of hearing all those 'forced' voices
There's a saying that people stop listening to pop or rock songs upon reaching a stage or age; they switch to jazz
I guess... I reach the stage already

Our moment

Alitan a.k.a Maria
Thank you for lending your ears for almost 3 hours to me
It really meant a lot to me :)
So many interesting memories we had been through
Btw, I remembered that incident you mentioned already
About Wen Liang kicking my chair and I moved the chair forward out of his reach under your advice and his helpless look after that
Hahaha
What a memory
Really looking forward into our next chat

我会好好的
你也是 :)

Waitings for the final paper

Olalalala~~
Received half of my Business Law mark and all A
Wahahahah
I like the law the law la
The 30% remaining finals I shall get A too
Olalalala

During dinner time
I ordered Tom Yam and started eating happily
Then suddenly feel like many pairs of eyes staring at me
I looked up and found that a toddler waived and smiled to me and his whole family looked at me too
Got shocked but still I didn't forget to return a smile
Don't know why he kept looking at me and smiled
May be I'm too cute or beautiful to him
Wahahaha

One down

Marketing finals today was horrible
Never ever undervalue an 80+-year-old fella ability
Especially the one who got his master from New York University
You thought he's blur
Now you're the blur one
First time more than half students stayed in the exam hall till the very end trying to extract out the best crap
I still remember he once said
"You're all are so lucky, 90 and above get A, during my time in NYU, 95 is the standard to get an A."
95!?!?
Man you're only allowed an awfully dreadfully minor mistake to get an A.
I wonder how the other prestigious school looks like say Oxford, Cambrige, Cornell.
I could imagine how miserable I will be every result-releasing day.
Obviously my standard is not there yet.
Upgrade upgrade!!!

收到了

原来
有时乱说的话
也会实现的
Zen，我梦到帅哥了
哈哈
前奏忘了
只记得最重要的
阮经天抱着我
深情向我说
去美国要加油
然后小亲我的头
十足像电视剧的男主角
还送我一个小礼物
上面写了些祝福语
但还未来得及开就醒了
很棒的梦吧
那祝福的话我全收下
那遗留在梦里的小礼物就当作永远的神秘吧

多云多雾的路

和个新朋友谈天
他说他很烦很烦
书读不下
难集中
问是什么
不说
我也说我很烦
他问为什么
随便给了个理由
后来才告诉我原来是感情问题
结果后来都在听他抱怨
我其实也有烦
但通常都是别人在述说他的烦
我都是那个听者然后加于安慰
我不会问为什么没人安慰我
因为我根本没说出来
都是在self-healing
这次过程应该要很久吧
别问我什么事
因为你知道答案

明知此路多云多雾
还是冲着个傻劲闯
结果雨淋到伤风感冒
雾遮眼东撞西倒
啃下感冒药，抹去眼前霜
路，还是要走
因为，我相信

Keeping an appoinment

Another funny assumption

I told the other post about the stupid Nepal guy giving me a superb lame excuse for his lateness right?
When I sms-ed informing him that I'm going be late for a while
He didn't even mention that he wasn't out from his house yet
When I reached and called him fiercely, he never dared to pick up but replied that he's reaching in 20 minutes
And after he finally showed up, he brainlessly said
"I thought you're not coming"
Fine, he is brainless, so I can understand he might interpret 'late' to 'no come'

Another guy, today
We made an appoinment last week to meet up for breakfast today
He sms-ed me last night to confirm with me but unfortunately I saw the message at around midnight and replied.
Next morning he sms-ed me that he never see my message last night and therefore woke up late.
Come on, what's wrong with you guys?
When people make a promise, they meant to keep it, not to break it.
If you don't intend to attend, don't bother to make one
It's silly to make those assumption that the other side is going to missed the appoinment when he or she hasn't show any response by the night before the appoinment
But hey, they already responded yes when you make the offer to meet up
Even if you coming late, I won't mind provided you tell me the truth
What really annoys me is to blame on the other party because he or she didn't confirm with you the day before the appoinment.
I have no such problems with girls, only guys.
Come on, if we wish to cancel, we'll tell early.
We won't cancel without notifying you
If we tell nothing, we'll show up without the 'prior confirmation'
I've no idea why do guys think like that?
Why?

败犬的远吠~酒井顺子

败犬女王又再新加坡播放
上网得知败犬的来历是来自于一位日本女作家酒井顺子探讨日本未婚女性及其生活的散文集「败犬的远吠」
也许网上没放整本
她的论点还满不错
一个也是最强的一个
她说的特征我很熟悉
寻找有趣的东西
又享乐的
就是我

抽出来的一些
確實，身為敗犬的我們，一不殺人二不竊盜，就連讓父母操心、上班約會遲到、或是隨意丟棄垃圾等事情也不曾做過。換言之，絕大部分的敗犬都是既認真努力又守規矩的人。

平心而論，敗犬之所以會成為敗犬，應該是有某些行為或特質才會造就而成。如果真要論罪的話，我想大概就是敗犬們在人生的基本面上抱持著過於享樂的態度。

每當敗犬們面臨選擇時，無論其所考慮的對象是男人、所要就職的公司類別或是想要旅行的目的地，假設右邊是安全但是在感覺上卻有點無趣的道路，而左邊是充滿危險卻驚奇無比的道路時，敗犬們一定會情不自禁地選擇了左邊。

此時，相信有人會說︰「右邊的道路絕對是比較可靠的，妳還有什麼好猶豫不決的呢？」像這種選擇右邊道路的人，將來肯定會成為勝犬。

相反地，明明知道右邊的道路比較穩當，而且親朋好友也都建議她們「選擇右邊的道路」，但是她們卻認為︰「雖然是比較平穩卻十分無趣，而人生要是都這麼平板、無趣的話，那就不好玩了，試問這樣活著還有什麼意義呀！」因而選擇了左邊的道路。像這種人天生註定將來是要成為敗犬，絕對無庸置疑。

但是，所謂的「有趣」附帶而來的是風險。有趣的男性大都是指向沒有生活能力、有暴力傾向、有病態性的婚外情傾向的人。而有趣的職場則是包括男女關係複雜、工作時數超長、薪水過低等場合。至於有趣的旅遊地永遠指的是充滿了危險與陷阱的地方。在日本所流傳的古老的故事裡，都是這樣的劇情：選擇有趣事物的蟋蟀，總是會遭遇到不幸的下場；而一直堅持克制自己不被有趣事物所誘惑的螞蟻，終究會得到最後的幸福。這似乎也在冥冥之中對敗犬們發出溫柔卻恆遠的警示。

我相信擁有勝犬特質的女性應該也會喜歡有趣的事物。但是，正因為她們具有如獵犬般的靈敏嗅覺，所以可以非常理智地分辨出獨屬於有趣事物所散發出來的危險氣味，而得以藉此趨吉避凶。例如當女大學生同時收到一般貿易公司與大眾傳播公司的錄取通知時，如果是勝犬就一定會選擇一般的貿易公司，而敗犬則往往會選擇大眾傳播公司；兩者之間的差異，由此便可見端倪。

http://www.books.com.tw/books/series/series9861731806-5.php

有兴趣的可以到以上网站看
我亲爱的单身女性同胞们
看了后选择做胜犬吧
有我一个败犬就好了 :P

善斋，善斋

当你觉得那个人很可怕时
他的全部都很恐怖
那天高高兴兴以为delete contact
那人就看不到我
那知
晚上突然msn alert出现他的名字
直觉喊见鬼咯
怎么不是删除了
msn名单都看不到他
后来才想到要BLOCK
他才看不到
敷衍回答一半
一想到了就直接按BLOCK
很geli
看到他的名就毛站
他妈的，更气人的
竟然发梦到他
怎么这个人那么阴魂不散的
给我梦帅哥啦
怎么给我梦个烂人

阿弥陀佛
善斋善斋

H@ppiness

Cloud nine
Basically it's used as an adjective to describe the happy emotions a person experience
I take it as there're 9 stages you going to go through to reach a immense happiness.

Stage 1 - nothing happends. No news is good news. If there's no news, it is already a good new. Basically you won't put on a smile in this stage but your emotion is in a very stabil condition. You're ready to smile anytime
Stage 2 - A light smile. It's like you see a baby tuck his thumb into his mouth and you think it's cute and you smile. You most likely stop smiling when you move your attention away from the baby.
Stage 3 -A heavy light smile. It's like the baby smile back to you and even tries to play with you. You're happy because you're being noticed by a baby.
Stage 4 -A smile. This is like when you're walking down a lane and you spot the $100 on the floor. You pick it up and figure how lucky you are throughout the day. You happy for the whole day.
Stage 5 -A heavy smile. You watched a comedy and laugh your stomach out. Occasionaly you can relate to it and smile when you saw the things that appears in the comedy.
Stage 6 - The boy you like ask you out for a date! You search thoroughly your wardrobe wondering what to wear for the date yet cannot decide. And in the end someone else decides for you.
Stage 7 - You two becomes lovers!
Stage 8 - You marry to your ideal partner! How wonderful!
Stage 9 - You and your loved one has a baby!! It's truly a gift from the sky. You swear to mother Earth you going to give all your unconditional love to the baby

Well, this is my lame laughing stages that took me half an hour to finish. And I actually experienced til stage 5 perhaps 6, so 7 to 9 just my imaginary happiness. Haha.
Anyway, I just want to say that I'm in stage 4 today.
First off, my presentation's over. I no longer have to see the brainless fake jerk anymore! I deleted his number and msn right away. Wahaha.
Secondly, throughout the entire semesters I'm here in SIM, I spotted one handsome guy. One and only one that I can remember. Of cause there are other handsomes but they just couldn't stay in my memories. I remember I spotted him in the school canteen when I was in my first semester. He was sitting right the opposite of us. He has big round eyes and mid mascular man. He keeps a small tail for his hair and that makes him a bit wild look. Normally I just shake head seeing boys keeping a small tail hair thinking they are some kind of gangster or etc. But his hair matches him so well that no samseng look at all. It was actually he looking at us and then I cross-eyed with him. During the first semester I did see him a few times in school, but not anymore after that.

Third semester, today, after saying goodbye to the jerk, i ran into him in the lift. At first, he looked at me looking puzzled like me. Then I remember him!!! Hahaha. I think he remember me too. Do kinda touch because you know Singaporean girls almost look the same to outsider. Make-ups and well dresses are the significant of Singaporean girls. Low profiler like me lazy to put on make ups and dress up hardly attract people attention. But but I feel he recognize me. So touch ahaha. Back to the lift, as he's not standing beside the push button, he hold the door until I went out from the lift. Ahahaha. Tough it doesn't mean anything, he might do the same to anyone else. But, I just feel protected. Ahaha. You know when a person alone for so long, a simply small act can touch her already. But it might be because the person. There could be other gentlemen do the same but I just couldn't remember. Hahaha.

In the earlier years, I remember when people ask me what's my criterion of an ideal boyfriend and I answered must be mature! Anyway, I think because of the aging, I change my view. I no longer think 天长地久 is important. 曾经拥有 is cuter. Also, It doesn't matter if he younger than me or not. A younger than you boyfriend is more romantic compared to the elder than you boyfriend. I don't mind speed dating. I don't mind unserious relationship anymore. Used to dispise those people now no more. They just couldn't stay being alone. But they were happy when they were together. I guess it can sort of balance off.

Damn what a long post. I actually do think I have potential to write love story. Haha. May be someday, when I damn free.

大与不大

退色的照片
就好像失去的记忆
这些感性的话
只是想到某些人
然后猜他会说的话
嘻嘻

其实放着两张
就是要问
我的头和脸有很大吗
哥常说我头大
脸也不小
明明就不大

好啦
我承认我头是有点小大
头大聪明嘛
脸哪有勒
你们说
说
有么

More, Expand, Elaborate

I will make the sentences of this post as long as possible. Reason I do this is because longer sentences does look nicer sometimes. It brings more power in carrying out the meaning. That's why lawyer always talk in continuous long sentences and we think lawyer is impressive when they speak. Undeniable, they do have a sharp mind, but other times they just elaborate the points they make. We laypeople don't train our mind to elaborate what we trying to say most of the time and that's why lawyer can make a person speechless.
Well, I don't like lawyer much although I really admire the way they present. To me, all lawyers have the common characteristic that is oppressing people with their mouth. It is enjoyable to see how they trap others to get the so called truth but it will not if he or she were to question me.
Anyway, I have no intention to talk about lawyer initially. I don't know why it just came out. Hehe.
Today finally see some changes although it's a small one. But I believe it will become a big one gradually.
Have a naughty thought recently and I shall tell nobody.

哭过就好了

“哭过就好了 痛都会走的
记忆有限所以它会淘汰坏的”

梁文音的哭过就好了
给那些受伤害的朋友
记得
Time will heal wound
At the same time
Thanks the person who hurt you the most
He or she makes you grow
One day when you look back and smile
You've grown up in that matter

尼王八

有些人一出场可以融化冷冰冰的气氛
让你觉得好温和
有些人一出场可以暖化硬绷绷的环境
让你觉得好放松
相反的
有些人一出现就可以提高体温
不是因为帅的心跳加速
而是被气到心律乱跳
第一次解释东西解释到要垂胸口
不是开玩笑的垂
是很认真的垂
心才能正常的跳

就是我上次提的
touch point meet 不到
我一直说A，他一直以为我说B
我说我明白他说的B
可他不明白我说的A
但他一直说我不明白他说的B
不相信我明白他说的B
也不尝试明白我说的A

好啦，我再说也无济于事
让你去问Prof
Prof：“Court didn't talk about ethics because it's court case"
尼先生:" Why court din talk about ethics?"
本来差点吐血
但看到老师睁大双眼
脸上几条筋冒出来后
" BECAUSE IT'S COURT CASE！！！"
觉得我和老师都很可怜
为什么我们必须一直重复同样的话
你却不肯听
Ethics 怎样衡量啊？
天底下去那里找个律师和你谈ethics？

还有。。。
Prof 解释一圈后
尼先生“But but。。。。”
根本不尝试了解教授解释的
Prof:“Okay okay, by this Wednesday 1:30pm（class ended） if you still don't understand, forget it"
老师放弃了

我提议的
他不要
一直说他的比较清楚
例如每个slides密密麻麻的字
好啦，斗不过你，用你的咯
后又一直要我提议
言语中暗藏我没给意见
可是
我提议的
你几时要用？
你问老师我们的slides可以吗
老师的表情很好笑
做简单一点
记得不要confuse人家
才照我的意见听我的
也不知我做后要不要用我的

最讨厌目中无人，自命清高，唯我独尊的人了
你比别人有能力的话，我没话说
可是你即不聪明又不听别人的意见
为什么有这样的人的?

还有
你是第一个迟到半小时让我等的男生
还给我一个很烂的理由
“我以为你不会来了”

你那条脑根interpret到我不会来
不对
我看你全部脑根都有问题
说我不会去
都是自己在和自己说话吧

真的无药可救

presentation在下星期
尼王八，我就忍多你一星期

平平不淡的雨

天空
好久没有
那么真诚的雨
没有中断的
没有干扰的
静静地
平平地
下了一小时

可是
没有所谓的大地重生
彩虹并没出现
乌云还是停留原地
雨过就会天晴吗
不见得

为什么会下雨？
因为乌云一起集合在一个地方
density高了就下了
一定是酱吗？
不可以真的有雨神
刚好路过那边
然后留下痕迹吗？

好累
好捆
雨还会再下吗？
当然啦
笨蛋
只是多久后而已

好啦
真的很累了
大地
晚安

Half a century

The 50th post!!
Nothing much to hurray on actually hehe.
Sighs
Recently just recently I got myself into DOTA
I remember I first came across with DOTA 3 years ago while I was stil in Form 6
Hav no idea who taught me first
Forgot who installed the warcraft into my lappie
Either Bob or Zen or Sian Hong.
Just these three suspicion I guess. Haha
That time didn't really got into it cause I always got kill in the very beginning and got frustated and quitted.
But now I know how to prevent being killed and kill others
Which is not a bad thing, but not a good thing as well
Cause everyday I have to play at least one to kill the thirst for the game
Each time used up almost an hour or more
Super waste my time but just couldn't help it
:(

On the other hand
Got to know my UB orientation is on 23rd Aug
Thinking of the long flight alone gives me creeps
At least a day long in the plane and most likely with no company
Had an agreement with twins to fly together
But they had flunked the Toefl
Aiks just hope that they pass the eilts
So we may proceed with our initial planning
These few days I kept dreaming about me on the flight
Phei San, Shu Yuan, Jia Wei
You guys coming back for Summer right?
When you all going back?
What's your arrival destination?

点点分

我喜欢报喜不报忧
所以我只会报告我好成绩的时候
Business Law中考终于出了
竟然是
A！！！！
由于是essay问题
又是case study
胡乱回答一番
本以为不知如何完蛋
才知道老师原来是看要点多就给多分
没有所谓错的答案而扣分
只有可能性的答案而给分
因为他强调
世事没有唯一的答案
也没有对与错的结果
什么事都有可能
任何事可以对也可以错
看你在那个角度望
这老师其实
很有想法
没有被扣分的试题
爽吧
哈哈
Operation Management
由于有bonus mark
现在累计的分是满分
A应该是在手了
希望这也能拿个A吧
另个marketing
没那么如意
所以也不说了哈哈
对了，上个学期英文research paper
那个我用两星期精神换来
呕心沥血的作品
也破天荒拿个A
才将我的grade提高
真是不知什么神保佑
谢谢
期考要到了
大家，一起加油吧！！

爽，棒

爽
几个月没运动
那种感觉今天一次过索回来
刚开始有点疆
后来进步神速
越打越起劲
连续几盘反手连杀几次
终于有水准的感觉
哈哈
爽

灿烂的遗产
是第一部让我觉得韩语很好听
我不是个梦幻的人
不喜欢看偶像剧
而很多韩剧偏偏就是情情爱爱
要不男主角有病
就是女主角要死了
再不三角关系争风吃醋
这部没有
也许有但不夸张的有
主要是个后妈为了自己的女儿争爸爸的女儿财产的故事
新鲜的题材
女主角很美很可爱
男主角虽不很帅但也很可爱
身材也很棒
全部演员都很称职
这是第一部我连夜赶的韩剧
爱爱灿烂的遗产

W.e.a.k

Today
Unintentially let others to see my weakness side
May be cause all the while I appear as cheerful and strengthful girl
Most people used 'what's wrong with me'to greet me
To girls, I answered without hesitation
To boys, "ough, just not feeling well,heh"
I swear, today, every steps i take is the slowest in my entire life in public
Never feel that 'lady' before
Hah
And I skipped the second lesson
For the first time, with this reason
Damn all the methods and the panadol ain't that effective after all

Funny
Went to massage my injured ankle
And I accidentally let out a sigh and he thought he hurt my ankle
Which is not
It was overwhelmed by others
Hahah

A beautiful song

There's something I like about the movie- Hannah Montanah
Not the actor, not the story line
But one beautiful song
An incredible song that gives me the strenght


The Climb - Miley Cyrus


I can almost see it
That dream I am dreaming
But there's a voice inside my head saying
"You'll never reach it"

Every step I'm taking
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking

But I gotta keep trying
Gotta keep my head held high

There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be a uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

The struggles I'm facing
The chances I'm taking
Sometimes might knock me down
But no, I'm not breaking

I may not know it
But these are the moments that
I'm gonna remember most, yeah
Just gotta keep going

And I, I got to be strong
Just keep pushing on

'Cause there's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be a uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb, yeah!

There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be an uphill battle
Somebody's gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb, yeah!

Keep on moving, keep climbing
Keep the faith, baby
It's all about, it's all about the climb
Keep the faith, keep your faith, whoa

Contrast feelings

A pair of earrings
A simple surprise
My birthday friend Hui Yi excited the whole day
Which didn't take much effort for me to made such arrangement
Yet it's enough to stay in my friend's heart for long, really really long I guess
Tough she might not see this
Happie 21st birthdae, again!:)

Today
Since afternoon, it has been drizzling until now (evening)
Nice cold weather.
Like like :)

Just now
Not happy
What do you mean by until I find more credible sources to the case,
We will keep on searching for other cases
Malaysian Insider not credible enough meh?
Court case can be faked one meh?
Judgement can be modified by whatever editors one meh?
I just don't like you use the word 'credible'
And the kanasai straits times website is really not searching-friendly
Cause an hour passed and I still, yet, can't find the stupid article.
On the other hand,
Do you think you have much time
To collect as many interesting articles as you could?
want casino then casino la.
Still want more 'interesting' cases
People,
You're a man,
I'm a girl
Those cases that appeals to you most likely not to me
If you find those chim chim cases,
Please,
Do it yourself.

可恶的

最近
新加坡有Jack Neo
美国有Tiger
桃色新闻可谓
满城风雨
Jack Neo, 梁志强
上看老实，下看诚恳
看来看去就是老实和诚恳
谁知一天突然上头版
“老牛吃嫩草”
“11个女子称和他有路”
找个小他一半年龄的有路
无知的女模特儿还哭啼闹信错人
最可恶的是
还带老婆上节目道歉
老婆说完原谅他的同时
当场崩溃
为何
为何
为何还能原谅这种人
11个女子
他的风流
可不是假的吧
难道真的结了婚的女人
都会为了家庭，孩子
选择闭一只眼吗？
还未结婚的我
daikatleixi
一样的处境的话
肯定他妈的离婚
不知婚后会不会有改变
Choichoichoi
Please don't let this happens to me
Hehe.

NSCS

本小姐有两个大学的户口
UB 和 SIM
SIM 差不多每天报到
UB 过了半个学期
才想起它的存在
进去看看
才知道有个消息
The National Society of Collegiate Scholars
名字还蛮起眼
响亮
又National又scholars
接下来
"You're invited to become a member of NSCS."
下面有连接去个video“why join NSCS？”
才知道是upon invitation
会员费$75
超过240间美国大学
Freshman 和Sophomore
GPA 过 3.40
又是班上top20%的人
我就酱幸运的刚刚好挤进这个分类
我在美国的朋友们应该很多也有受邀吧
这学会应该还不错
奖学金应该没我的份了
最重要可以建 network
还有几件company partner
以后找工多一个bonus
还有还有卖课本25%折扣
哈哈
好啦
我相信
相信它会助我一臂之力的
加油！！！

伤

今天
去了按摩医官
本以为上次跌倒只是黑青没大碍
原来伤到茎
过了两星期还没复原
才知道不只是黑青
那个脚又再包起来
常常人家脚扭到都是轰轰烈烈
在场上要杀个球
转个身
中心一个不稳才扭到
要不队友不小心踩到或踢到
跌到很有价值
本小姐近年来扭到都很笨
上次NS学人家跑
踩到石头边缘
脚板45度切下去
就这样韧带断掉
上次老哥童心突发
用remote control丢向我的脚
不偏不倚丢在我的茎
又是两天不能走好路
这次鞋子断掉跌在楼梯
又受伤
难道特别的人受伤也比较特别
哈哈哈
在NS时候的伤
包石膏的照片不见了



这次伤没拍 嘻嘻