小小狼狈

没有车
最怕就是遇到雷雨交加
又有个不能避免的约会
8点清晨
打开小雨伞
冒着军人向前冲不后退的精神
雨水就是敌人
勇敢的踏出第一步
又跑又跳又走的赶到MRT

没怎样
牛仔裤喜欢喝水
鞋子也当起碗来
在MRT里
拿起书看
过了个20分钟
牛仔裤和鞋子的水
形成了一个locus
再清楚点
就像是漏尿一样

没关系
继续看书
美国使馆
英国使馆
泰国使馆
澳洲使馆
在新加坡都挤在一堆
为了保安
没有巴士可以直接到门口

没办法
时间逼近
德司的牌都亮着“hired”
又打开小雨伞向前冲
虽然只有5分钟的步行
每个人都说向前走就对了
还是见一个问一个再度确保
路上还有个飞车从我旁边飘过

没怎样
衣服多湿了一半
进了使馆
过了一小时
骨头里一阵阵的寒气
促使一股冲动想脱鞋脱裤
还好脑子还是清醒
成功压制此想法
保安问题不能带水食物电话等
就这样又冷又饿又渴的
过了3小时

没关系
因为终于通过了
此visa真得来不易也
只希望
身子的抗冷免疫力
可以够强保身子暖

明天会是更好的
: D

The first skit

Wakaka
Our group's skit was a success
Professor even praised me "Good job" personally
Friends said I'm cute
Cause my role was a dumb dumb worker
Can hear the laughter when I was acting
My teammates who supposed to act with me can't help laughing upon seeing the response of the audience
What can I say more?
I've potential in acting
Hahaha
After all these months
Presentations are not that scary anymore
I even enjoy in playing out the role
Hahaha
The only scary part is possible questions arised out of nowhere from the audience
Which normally answered by my teammates
Hehe
Should practice to answer next time ;)

Us vs Sg'rean

“你马来西亚人啊？”
“Mmm。”
这里做食物档口的马来西亚人
好像只要我一点菜
就会问这个问题

“You're not Singaporean！！！！?"
“No”
"You look so Singaporean, you dress so Singaporean, you even sound Singaporean"
这边的新加坡人
听到我是马来西亚人的反应

记得我在云顶做工那一个月
那边的很多同事都说一眼就可以看出是否新加坡人

我在新加坡住了一年了
本小姐仍不能确定马来西亚人还是新加坡人
甚至华人印度人马来人都要怀疑
这边很多异族结婚
印度人和华人生的孩子有些他妈的比我还要白
可看名字
Vivian Esther William
Rachel Rotshiviki
或十足马来人的样子包头
因为是回教徒
可一点马来人的血统都没有

有啦
他们说英文时我大概能辨认
华语我就不大能辨认了
除非那些华语很差的
那些华语好的很难一听就听的出
不懂那些人怎样听两句就听得出

Yep Genting again

10/06/2010 - 12/06/2010
Yep, it's Genting again
The place
That I've spend a few birthdays
That I worked for a month
That I learned lots of things
That I LOVE :)

Hao Wei restaurant. We had a real quick lunch to catch the coach. I remember one customers gave me coupons of the restaurant when I was still a sales rep for Resort World. :)


African fish. Can't taste this in Penang. It's in mushroom's restaurant. If you don't know how to go, there's FOC transport every night in First World hotel. Highland hotel also have if not mistaken. I know this restaurant from colleagues working there. This is nice too. The yellow slices are the mixture of butter and egg. Perhaps cheese too. Worth a try.


Somewhere near Genting hill. As durian is prohibited in the hotels, we had them outside. Right beside us were some Mid-Eastern people barbequeing there. BBQ outdoor in Genting with slow breezing wind, how smart are they huh? BBQ would be our next purpose in Genting :)
Mao San Wang durian.
Brother misspoken it as Mao Wang , as always
Sis misspoken it as San Mao Wang, as always
Well, yes I'm the one who got it right this time
Our family is like that. Mother is the worse, trio of us got inherited and misspeak a lot. But our family is very happy and happening. :)



One restaurant at Gohtong Jaya. The dishes are super nice. This RM30 dish is Kapa with soup. Really super nice and fun to watch. The kapa one by one popped up as it gained energy from the heat. Super nice. I'm gonna miss it. The other dishes are as nice. Gohtong Jaya has lots restaurant but only same are nice. Just go with the crowd.

Gohtong jaya has another cake shop near Hao Yun restaurant that sells durian ice cream. I tell you they sell the best durian ice cream in the whole world! Haha. At least I havent come across one that beats them. It's really super nice. Took the picture but don't know why pictures related to durian ice cream all spoilt. Hah.

Please don't say Genting has nothing at all just because you don't know where the fun are.

变态

有时候
当功课到某一种程度时
思路会抛描
只想求老天爷送个新轮胎

总有一天
总有一天
本小姐写作可以像
瀑布留下来的水
又快又多又新鲜

这是本小姐坚信的
别想打击我
英文罢了嘛
赛嘛坑阿

本小姐明天去云顶
所以全部东西都要在明天之前提交
变态
真的是变态

I should study for tomorrow's exam now but....

One litre of tears
名不虚传的催泪
Recently addicted to Japanese dramas
Short and sweet
11 episodes that's all
Finished 2 dramas in 3 weeks
Personal taste and Nodame smtg smtg
Yes I'm quite good in controlling myself
Haha.
Am I?

It's been months or years since last time you ever chat with me?
I feel your self-confidence has move up to highest level
And like before
I never understand you
You're so mystery
So weird
But I have no interest to find out more about you now
What I'm certain is
You are a good flirt
But I'm surprised by your response after you 'cat-ing' me
"Sorry, just kidding. Still love you"
As I can remember you never say sorry after 'cat-ing' me years ago
And the word 'love you'
The second time I got from you
But I know it means nothing
Funny
Some people say the words so easily
Some can't even say after marriage

The cruise

旅行是女孩子疗伤的权利
是我在电视看到的:)

大头

这两天
大头症又发作
12pm的课以为是3.30pm
还好朋友12pm问行踪
才迟到45分钟

今天去约会
半小时前准备好了
哪里知道钥匙不见
为了找钥匙又迟到
门没上锁就出去了
结果约完会要回家时
摸摸口袋硬硬的
原来就是我的钥匙

刚好老哥和大嫂回来了
太突然了
还以为他们明天才回
七早八早突然觉得有人开我的房间门
还以为进贼
很快就关上了
又听到水流声
就知道他们回来了
一知道是他们
我头又痛了
餐桌上都堆满我的东西
衣服未收
地上几条头发

不过因为太累
还是继续睡
睡醒时他们在睡了
早餐都不吃
赶紧整个房子打扫一番

我打扫房子的速度就是这样炼回来的

Come come to me

Oh boy oh boy
Lack of motivation recently
How come how come
I don't have the impulse like I had before
I remember
The greatest achievement of my sudden super motivation was during Sec 4
Though I can't remember where the forces came from
Probably I was in danger zone of dropping from S4 to S5
I made small notes
I glued them besides my bed
I read them every morning I opened my eyes
I used colorful pens to add the attractiveness
I even draw comics if I can ever thought of one
When all the results released
Some ke po people would just calculated everyone's GPA
And my friend shouted on me
"Jia Xuan!!! You are the second!!!!"
"Huh? What? What second" I didn't know they're calculating
"Second in our class!!!"
"Hamik? Si meh?"
I can't believe it at that moment
Neither does everyone else
There appeared some discussion after hearing the shouting
I was never top ten in the class
And suddenly shoot up to the second
And then I started to believe that I am somewhat not dumb student

I need I need
The forces
The motives
The impulses

Lee Jia Xuan!!!
You can do anything!!!

Perceiving compliments

What's your response to compliments?
For me, the moment someone praises me, I feel extremely awkward. To be precise, I don't know what to respond.
For example, the cruising I went last month was in conjuction with Mother's Day
The organizer had this Mother's Day specials for mothers and son or daughter.
Because we were sitting on the front row, we were kinda forced to participate in the game.
And the host introduced each mother-son or mother-daughter team one by one by asking where they live and thier names.
When it's our turn, the beautiful host look at me and turned to my mom"Wah auntie, your daughter so beautiful"
I wanted to say you're even more beautiful but in public I just couldn't utter a word. I smiled awkwardly. I even forgot to say thank you.

The compliments I love the most is the one given by a handsome tourist guide in China.
Few days before we leaving China, he turned to my mum and said
"安娣，你就好啦，生的两个女儿长得如花似玉，。。。。。"
What a beautiful phrase, I've never heard of the phrase before in Msia
People just use "亭亭玉立 or '漂亮美丽' Hahaha
Not high self esteem, it's just the truth wahaha
My sister and I are beautiful ;p
Alright that's not the whole point, I remember the sentence because I can't understand what did he mean by it's good for having two pretty daughters. So good meh? What's the good? Pretty girls don't necessarily paired up to nice rich guys. Pretty girls attract more unnecessarily bees. (Not me, my sister) Pretty girls just get higher risk. ;p

I find that some Singaporean are not stingy in expressing their opinion.
Even close friends, they just like to show appreaciation.
Like if you help her on something, she will say "you're such a nice girl".
Or, when we plan to meet up, she say something like this" I'm really happy and looking forward in seeing you tomorrow"
And I just feel so warm but awkward too.
Back in Msia, people where got like that?
Close friends don't show appreciation by saying words like that.
They kinda show 'appreaciation' by 'cat 来cat去"
To be frank, I'm more comfortable people cating me although I feel happy being appreciated with the appreciation words.

Like today,
A cute Indonesian girl in my class, her first sentence to me was
"Hey, your voice very small,very cute"
Awkwardly, I answered" yea, people normally say my voice is soft."
Kinda 臭屁again right? Aiks.
But to say "thank you" also awkward.
Is this a compliment? Am I suppose to say thank you?
Can people don't say such words as their first sentence to me?
I really don't know what to respond.

Back in the old times,
I remembered when I was stil in sec school, few guys told me "you're so cute la". And I replied "Is beautiful, not cute"
Kinda 臭屁 I know. Haha. But I just didn't know what to answer cause I don't reckon myself as a cute girl.
I'm not cute.
But as I approach more people, I heard the words more often.
People say my voice is cute and I look cute.
Although I prefer to be seen as a tough girl, this seems to be part of me.

Well, I do like all the compliments, it's just that I feel awkward the moment they praised.