First impression

What would you feel when you got to know
Boss first impression of you during interview was
"Look smart, Looks very independent,
 This girl looks like can survive without any boyfriend"
Even tough we can't really understand each other
I can't understand his English and neither do him
Ermmm ermmmm
Hmmm
Should I be happy?
Do I look too manly
Or its just very capable women lol

Capable women?
Does God really want me to be a career women?
Actually I used to have big ambition
Climb up corporate ladder
Earn big bucks 
But ever since I have known my Lord, Jesus Christ
I only hope is to serve Him well
In whatever environment I was put in
I only want to serve the Lord
To God be the glory =D

But all in all
I think I should be happy???
For the first impression wasn't that bad after all? 
Although I feel I don't look that capable??
Or its just I undermine my capability? lol

Colleague helped me to make up haha
yea guess this is some skills that I need a lot of time to learn ;p

Happy Birthday@@@~~~♡♥

Happy Birthday qing ai de~~♡♥
I know I am not a very good girlfriend
The number of times I cook for you can be counted with 10 fingers
Pants-sewing twice
Other times I really dont know what I do anymore lolz
Yea I am a failed girlfriend
I am only good at work, study acca and read bible
Sorry....I know bible says girls must take care of household including cooking cleaning etc
Which I still have lots of rooms for improvement heehe
So that guys can go out work n earn living for the family
So I shall brush up my skills

And you are not kind to me
Gluten free diet
And I can only came out with these dishes
Guess I need to study more about gluten free food
So that I can cook variety of dishes :-)


But thank God that it wasn't that bad
Think if i really want to learn i still can do a pretty good job?

Happy very belated birthdayyy

Fishmie

Hiiiiiiiiiiiiii my lovely little secret place
It has been months since I last sawww you
Missss meee????
Attached is my golden fish picture
Do I look likeee onee?

Life is bussyyyy
I can't believe I'm letting my work getting rid of my precious private time
*sob sob*
Many things happened
I moved house
I have a new manager
I have worked my butt off

Ahh
Not to mentioned
I have found my courage to talk to boss about my manager not doing his work
woohoooo
Give praise to myself hehehee
Yea two years of working experience have taught me quite some things
Sometimes you really need to SPEAK
Else people really don't know what your going through
And be firm in your position if it is the correct thing to do
And do not be afraid to suggest for if you think it can enhance/ improve working environment
Do not be afraid of admitting mistakes
For people actually just want to see you know you did wrong and your gonna change
Not you trying to hide the mistakes
Because there's nothing you can really hide at work
No matter how well you think you can hide
Someday it will be uncovered

Thank you God for the bible
For you have revealed everything in the bible for exp here how to be a man
Being very honest
Not to afraid to speak out for truth
These are some of the rules i apply at my work and i feel it works so well
Even if i get sacked for speaking the truth
I know God already has a plan for me =D

And~~~
I'm so excited i'm going to attend the very first church camp in my whole life
I can't wait to listen to what God wants to tell me through his servants <3 p="">Hopefully one day I am good enough in Your eyes to serve You

And there were many things happened in these past three months
MH370, Korea ferry, Taiwan subway killing case, etc and etc
Very depressing news
Yea my colleague and my house's maid were telling me
The world is like going to an end
Yes I said
The world is coming to an end
For things in the world will get messier and messier
More depressing news is going to come
Disaster will be more and more
And yes finally the end of the world will be the second coming of Jesus
But I have peace in me because bible already reveal all these

Heavenly Father
Thank you <3 p="">
Thanks for revealing the future to me
Thanks for peace within my soul <3 p="">

I hate OT

I still remember before I started work
I stayed in my relatives house in Johor
My aunt said one day you'll be a career woman too
I told her firmly
Ï won't la
Yeaaa
For the first years
I have been trying to not OT and go home on time
And now........
Meeee.....
You know......
Once you OT
You can't stoppp

Damn it
I hate OT
But I have no choiceeeeeeeeee
2, 3 days MC also need to forgo
Ah!!~~~It seems forever to end this
Ever since i came back from Penang
My body has not been very welll
Wu.............


Okay
Since I don't really like this OT thing which is a norm in Singaporeee

AUSTRALIA is my next target!!~~~~
But of course if that is Your Will....

:)

Reunion dinner 2014

This reunion dinner was like none ever before
I did something I didn't think of doing
Everything was fine until the thanksgiving/prayer meeting
Everyone was suppose to read the verse, feel what God is trying to tell you through the verse and share your experiences for the past one year and how does the verse can help you in this 2014

Here is the verse I got:
God is righteous
"Teach me your way, LORD, that I may rely on your faithfulness; give me an undivided heart, that I may fear your name." Psalm 86:11
When I got this verse, I tried to think how this relates to me for the past one year
I had to admit I was kinda nervous
Mark's relatives speak good English and their Chinese is not very good
I know they didn't look down on me like most Singaporeans would do, instead they tried to help me relax by singing chinese hymms even they can't read chinese character
That makes me even more nervous

Okay it was my turn
I breathe in and courteously asked "can i speak in Mandarin"
Although I can speak in English
But at that point of time
I just feel more comfortable to use Chinese
After finishing the first sentence
I....cried.....
Yes I cried....
I didn't even know why did I cry
I just feel like crying
People who know me know I don't usually cry in front of people
Since nursery school, I don't cry in front of friends, teachers I just don't
I usually cry to myself
I don't know what the heck was wrong with me
I CRIED
And it continued until the prayer meeting ends
I can't even utter more than 3 words

May be I have been pushing myself too hard
May be God is telling me its okay to cry
Its okay to admit that I'm weak
I myself didn't see this coming
I just cried......
I wasn't that depressed
I wasn't that upset
I just cried.....in front of everybody
May be because of pms
May be because my sick landlord's sister slam me on the back earlier that day affected me
May be because of my family pressure
May be because Holy Spirit just touches me

And then I remember just few weeks ago
Church member told me that there was a mafia's gang head in our church
Did a lot of bad things like trafficking drugs, killing people etc
By God's grace, he repented and became a Christian and his whole life changed
Church member told me the first time when he attended Christmas carol
He cried unstoppably throughout the whole carol
People ask him "why did you cry, its just some kids singing hymms"
He said "I don't know, I just want to cry, God's love is so great"
Church member told me "He cried because Holy Spirit touches him

Yea perhaps its the same thing here
I don't know
I really don't know
I don't know why I cried
Its more like a little bit of everything add up together

Nonetheless,
I love reunion dinner like this
Thanksgiving and prayer meeting
I feel calm and peace and relax
Thank you God
Glory to the Highest
Amen

BOOO

I have been eating out ever since I started working in Singapore
For one year plus I have not touch the cooking pot
I miss home cooked food so badly that I bought some chicken, vegetables etc today
Thinking of making a nice meal to my lovely nice man and myself
After unfreezing the chicken, washing the veges, cutting all the garlic
All ready to cook
Saliva slurping in my mouth
Happily
I tried to switch on the gas
GUESS WHAT
NO GAS!!!!!
Because its not my own house
I can't just order the gas
SADLY
I threw away the garlics
Refreeze the chicken
And pack up the veges
AND I EAT OUT AGAIN

Been very occupied and finally found some time to cook yet NO GAS!!!!!!
:'(

Well enough lamenting
back to study ACCA again
I think I will quit this 8 to 5 work one day
It's eating out all my time
Anybody out there needs a part time maid?
Hee