面具

你每次打来
问同样的问题
前几次我很爽快的回答
现在
一样的答案
可是却好像背后加了几公斤的包袱

开始怀疑
是否还能相信自己
是真的那么本事
还是面具的假象

以前
遇到什么问题
什么都说给你听
现在
张大了
发现自己好自私
都是我说的份儿
我随便说的小问题
你都会记得
替我担心

我爱你，妈

于是我学着收起来
用瓶盖盖起来
当瓶盖要爆开时
就将大变小
将四方变圆方
包成小小粒说出来

来到这
真的很想喝酒
真的想尝一下喝醉醉的感觉
是不是会忘掉当下的东西

不过我不会学坏
因为我知道
无论在我在哪个角落
无论有多寂寞
无论有多困难
有个最疼最疼我的妈咪

All me

Before i forget all these funny nicknames
I should write them down now
Blame on my stupid low brain memory

Exclusively only for them...
Caren and Alitan
"Mummy" and I call them "Maria"

Zhengyang
"Fatimah" and i call him "detective How"

Ah cat aka Yuenfeng
"Jaixuan"

Roommate's friends
"Xuannieeee"

And one day three persons came up with 3 nicknames for me
Jiawei - "Lady Jiajia"
Chongtat - "Leehanna"
Shangjie - "Taylor Swan"

I appreaciate those nicknames tough lolz
You people are so creative

李；甘

小李与小甘
我觉得普通境况下
我选择前者

为什么
这要问妈妈或爸爸的基因了
从小就那么的小李
小时候
我会看着哭的女孩子
问为什么他们在哭
奇怪有什么好哭的

不重要

以前
常常打小李单打
单打很方便
爱用什么方式还击就用
轻的重的远的近的
漂亮的可爱的
可恶的残忍的

现在
多个队友小甘成双打
不能爱打漂亮就漂亮
因为小甘可能觉得残忍
小甘不喜欢小李的话
这场比赛就很难打
多一个意见
多一个选择

小李本是胆怯的
玩来玩去只是那几招
小甘把小李的墙壁钉了几个洞
让小李呼吸到外面的空气
学了新招
也许小甘出现
让小李更完整

小李和小甘能不能和睦相处
要看两者能不能互补了

我觉得有必要澄清
小李小甘都不是人

Walk walk

First fashion walk today lolz
Was invited by my roommate the very last minute
Since I never done anything with her together so far
I promisedd
Although it was kinda funnny and clumsy the way we walked
I enjoyed it
One day Indian girlll :p





Walk walk fashion baby
Had cool feet when I got there cause i thought it wasn't at public place
Who know it's right at the front door of SU
But it was great
Unforgettable thing done with my roomieeee :D

多一点

有时想

任性点
功课不做
跑去玩

野蛮点
不说对不起
也不觉得对不起

撒娇点
可不可以嘛

笨点
那我要对方聪明的指数也会相对降低

不顾一切点
我要就是要

这样的女人
成熟的男人比较喜欢吧

有时觉得庆幸自己成熟
很多事情自己解决
但更多时候不喜欢自己就那么懂事
我也想要别人照顾啊
可是眼看成熟男人旁边的女子都是任性的

我也想要任性一下

转移

开始喜欢


喝热饮
倒整杯烧水
然后两分钟内喝完

冲热水澡
越热越爽

卧在被里
因为里面最温暖

太阳
有它出现才有彩色

Lay's 署片
最快解决饿的东西


开始珍惜


一件短裤上衣就可以出街
现在好笨重

有饭或面的食物
管它味道怎样

不用烦恼几时饿
现在一碗面还要加苹果，加面包，加鸡蛋，热巧克力
3小时内又饿
好彩还没有人说我胖

有事情家人第一个跳出来
现在有事情还要等12小时才能说
有时忘了也就算了

我喜欢到处走
因为这样我才知道我幸福在那里：）

风度

很不喜欢没有风度的男生
走之前还给女生颜色看那种
不知风度这东西能不能随年龄而增加
我想应该不能
所以
我绝对不会找个没风度的男生
然后期待他会变
没风度就是没风度
没风度根本不能经得起考验
大丈夫能曲能伸
能够忍让的男人
才有吸引力

"J-I-A"

Looking at the cards, my prof trying hard to pronounce: " Jia, Jia, J-I-A Jia"
When I was thinking how to answer and waiting for the "X-U-A-N, Xuan"
A guy raised his hand: " Here,........"
After the guy finished and I thought I'm safe.
Prof turned to my direction like he knew my sitting position:" Do you bring anything to class today? Yes, you"
Luckily i skimmed through one news today
Quickly rearrange my thoughts and crapped
I knew it
He was going to call me
It's just there are too many Jia here
So far my surrounding friends in UB who has Jia
Jia Xuan
Jia Wei
Jia Yen
Jia Wen
This is a lot!!!!

Oh yea, he gave our group presentation a 22 point out of 20!!
2 bonus point. Funny

不简单；不复杂

本小姐很喜欢吴书缘最近写的

“你要接受这世界
没有人会完全爱你
没有人会完全不要你改变
没有人会真的在你面前完全诚实
没有人会因为你而改变
没有人会真心想救你
没有人会.....
没有人.......”

还有

“把复杂的世界简单化
然后把简单化的成果复杂化”

不接受这世界的人
只能站在原地
在自己的框框画圈圈
遇同样的事
和自己讲同样的话

人不自救
就别想有得救

杀人真的可以不用武器
一张嘴巴就够了
也许就这一句话
画了两人之间的楚河汉界
所以生气时
请别说话
你的话
也许会烙印在对方的心里
永久离不去
时间也许会冲淡
那种感觉依然存在

One random Sat

Yay
Finally brought my winter coat and boot at outlet
The cheapest cheapest
Haha
Cause no point spending much dollar if I'm going back Msia and Spore
And I'm so gonna spend my own money
That makes me feel independent
Oh yea
Went to game arcade today
Pretty lucky
There were 27 free basketball games for us
Take turns to play
Had fun racing with zy and eric
Vulgar words everywhere
It even came out from zy's mouth!!
So unbelievable

Had quite a shock with a guy I barely know
First impression was a very quiet guy
The second day he become another guy!!
Just don't understand why he keep shooting me
And keep saying that I spend money like water
Do I look that kinda person
I don't even wear branded stuffssss
May be the face looks branded that's why
;p

Anywayssss
God loves me so much that He gives lots of challenges to me
To make me stronger and stronger !!!
I'm not taking bout Jesus anyways
Just God
Jia Xuan Lee is a strong girl!!!

One for this

"Things happen for a reason"
Thanks to my roommate for reminding this magic phrase
Often times when you're too upset
Negative thoughts overwhelm your mind
All you could think of are bad things
I know it's hard in the beginning
Especially when you're so into something
But when there's somebody like my roommate stand beside you when you lose control
You should appreciate

When things doesn't go your way
Don't keen on pointing finger at others
Think of the possible causes
And what you can learn from that
May be, I say
May be there's one or two might be the cause of everything
But you don't blame them for their sake
It's for your own good
Cause then you can learn and grow
And that's how I get over so fast

I actually do appreciate
Because that makes me more assure what are the things I want
And I can feel the warmth of people

Anyways
I was so impressed with my roommate's method
Is every communication students that good
Push me into public
Make me suppress my feelings
Tell jokes
Though I wasn't really listening
And then make everyone out of the place
Leave just the two of us
Tell me that she's listening
And convince me that things happen for a reason
She's just so nice
I have yet tell her that I'm moving out next semester
How could I tell herrr..........

Halloweeeen

My first Halloween in US was awesoommmee
Went to haunted house
Saw lots of creepy faces
Got shocked
Went to clubbing


Saw lots of costumes
Got banana, pirates, Arab people, white disguise in black, angels, demons....
Praises
Wahaha
It was damn cool

The next day we had pumpkin cravings
Tough i didn't craved much
Still it was cool


This wasn't craved by meeee toughh
LEE :)

Will upload the picturesss again when I collected all of emm...
:)