Angelic voice

Olivia Ong
Got to know her when she pk in 星光大道6
Immediately fall into her sweet voice
No wonder tao zhi keep saying her
最温柔的杀手，棉里藏针，杀人不见血等等
She truely is
She really has the ability to hypnotize people with her angelic voice
It's neither strained nor forced, it just flow from her mouth naturally
Listening to her voice, it relaxes every muscles of my body
Too bad I don't know how to link the whole video from youtube to here
I just know the link to the link there ;p


Sometimes when we touch- olivia ong

Close to you - Olivia Ong

Kiss me- Olivia Ong

And also, just know that one of my favourite theme song from Little Nyonya is sang by her!
Tired of hearing all those 'forced' voices
There's a saying that people stop listening to pop or rock songs upon reaching a stage or age; they switch to jazz
I guess... I reach the stage already

Our moment

Alitan a.k.a Maria
Thank you for lending your ears for almost 3 hours to me
It really meant a lot to me :)
So many interesting memories we had been through
Btw, I remembered that incident you mentioned already
About Wen Liang kicking my chair and I moved the chair forward out of his reach under your advice and his helpless look after that
Hahaha
What a memory
Really looking forward into our next chat

我会好好的
你也是 :)

Waitings for the final paper

Olalalala~~
Received half of my Business Law mark and all A
Wahahahah
I like the law the law la
The 30% remaining finals I shall get A too
Olalalala

During dinner time
I ordered Tom Yam and started eating happily
Then suddenly feel like many pairs of eyes staring at me
I looked up and found that a toddler waived and smiled to me and his whole family looked at me too
Got shocked but still I didn't forget to return a smile
Don't know why he kept looking at me and smiled
May be I'm too cute or beautiful to him
Wahahaha

One down

Marketing finals today was horrible
Never ever undervalue an 80+-year-old fella ability
Especially the one who got his master from New York University
You thought he's blur
Now you're the blur one
First time more than half students stayed in the exam hall till the very end trying to extract out the best crap
I still remember he once said
"You're all are so lucky, 90 and above get A, during my time in NYU, 95 is the standard to get an A."
95!?!?
Man you're only allowed an awfully dreadfully minor mistake to get an A.
I wonder how the other prestigious school looks like say Oxford, Cambrige, Cornell.
I could imagine how miserable I will be every result-releasing day.
Obviously my standard is not there yet.
Upgrade upgrade!!!

收到了

原来
有时乱说的话
也会实现的
Zen，我梦到帅哥了
哈哈
前奏忘了
只记得最重要的
阮经天抱着我
深情向我说
去美国要加油
然后小亲我的头
十足像电视剧的男主角
还送我一个小礼物
上面写了些祝福语
但还未来得及开就醒了
很棒的梦吧
那祝福的话我全收下
那遗留在梦里的小礼物就当作永远的神秘吧

多云多雾的路

和个新朋友谈天
他说他很烦很烦
书读不下
难集中
问是什么
不说
我也说我很烦
他问为什么
随便给了个理由
后来才告诉我原来是感情问题
结果后来都在听他抱怨
我其实也有烦
但通常都是别人在述说他的烦
我都是那个听者然后加于安慰
我不会问为什么没人安慰我
因为我根本没说出来
都是在self-healing
这次过程应该要很久吧
别问我什么事
因为你知道答案

明知此路多云多雾
还是冲着个傻劲闯
结果雨淋到伤风感冒
雾遮眼东撞西倒
啃下感冒药，抹去眼前霜
路，还是要走
因为，我相信

Keeping an appoinment

Another funny assumption

I told the other post about the stupid Nepal guy giving me a superb lame excuse for his lateness right?
When I sms-ed informing him that I'm going be late for a while
He didn't even mention that he wasn't out from his house yet
When I reached and called him fiercely, he never dared to pick up but replied that he's reaching in 20 minutes
And after he finally showed up, he brainlessly said
"I thought you're not coming"
Fine, he is brainless, so I can understand he might interpret 'late' to 'no come'

Another guy, today
We made an appoinment last week to meet up for breakfast today
He sms-ed me last night to confirm with me but unfortunately I saw the message at around midnight and replied.
Next morning he sms-ed me that he never see my message last night and therefore woke up late.
Come on, what's wrong with you guys?
When people make a promise, they meant to keep it, not to break it.
If you don't intend to attend, don't bother to make one
It's silly to make those assumption that the other side is going to missed the appoinment when he or she hasn't show any response by the night before the appoinment
But hey, they already responded yes when you make the offer to meet up
Even if you coming late, I won't mind provided you tell me the truth
What really annoys me is to blame on the other party because he or she didn't confirm with you the day before the appoinment.
I have no such problems with girls, only guys.
Come on, if we wish to cancel, we'll tell early.
We won't cancel without notifying you
If we tell nothing, we'll show up without the 'prior confirmation'
I've no idea why do guys think like that?
Why?

败犬的远吠~酒井顺子

败犬女王又再新加坡播放
上网得知败犬的来历是来自于一位日本女作家酒井顺子探讨日本未婚女性及其生活的散文集「败犬的远吠」
也许网上没放整本
她的论点还满不错
一个也是最强的一个
她说的特征我很熟悉
寻找有趣的东西
又享乐的
就是我

抽出来的一些
確實，身為敗犬的我們，一不殺人二不竊盜，就連讓父母操心、上班約會遲到、或是隨意丟棄垃圾等事情也不曾做過。換言之，絕大部分的敗犬都是既認真努力又守規矩的人。

平心而論，敗犬之所以會成為敗犬，應該是有某些行為或特質才會造就而成。如果真要論罪的話，我想大概就是敗犬們在人生的基本面上抱持著過於享樂的態度。

每當敗犬們面臨選擇時，無論其所考慮的對象是男人、所要就職的公司類別或是想要旅行的目的地，假設右邊是安全但是在感覺上卻有點無趣的道路，而左邊是充滿危險卻驚奇無比的道路時，敗犬們一定會情不自禁地選擇了左邊。

此時，相信有人會說︰「右邊的道路絕對是比較可靠的，妳還有什麼好猶豫不決的呢？」像這種選擇右邊道路的人，將來肯定會成為勝犬。

相反地，明明知道右邊的道路比較穩當，而且親朋好友也都建議她們「選擇右邊的道路」，但是她們卻認為︰「雖然是比較平穩卻十分無趣，而人生要是都這麼平板、無趣的話，那就不好玩了，試問這樣活著還有什麼意義呀！」因而選擇了左邊的道路。像這種人天生註定將來是要成為敗犬，絕對無庸置疑。

但是，所謂的「有趣」附帶而來的是風險。有趣的男性大都是指向沒有生活能力、有暴力傾向、有病態性的婚外情傾向的人。而有趣的職場則是包括男女關係複雜、工作時數超長、薪水過低等場合。至於有趣的旅遊地永遠指的是充滿了危險與陷阱的地方。在日本所流傳的古老的故事裡，都是這樣的劇情：選擇有趣事物的蟋蟀，總是會遭遇到不幸的下場；而一直堅持克制自己不被有趣事物所誘惑的螞蟻，終究會得到最後的幸福。這似乎也在冥冥之中對敗犬們發出溫柔卻恆遠的警示。

我相信擁有勝犬特質的女性應該也會喜歡有趣的事物。但是，正因為她們具有如獵犬般的靈敏嗅覺，所以可以非常理智地分辨出獨屬於有趣事物所散發出來的危險氣味，而得以藉此趨吉避凶。例如當女大學生同時收到一般貿易公司與大眾傳播公司的錄取通知時，如果是勝犬就一定會選擇一般的貿易公司，而敗犬則往往會選擇大眾傳播公司；兩者之間的差異，由此便可見端倪。

http://www.books.com.tw/books/series/series9861731806-5.php

有兴趣的可以到以上网站看
我亲爱的单身女性同胞们
看了后选择做胜犬吧
有我一个败犬就好了 :P

善斋，善斋

当你觉得那个人很可怕时
他的全部都很恐怖
那天高高兴兴以为delete contact
那人就看不到我
那知
晚上突然msn alert出现他的名字
直觉喊见鬼咯
怎么不是删除了
msn名单都看不到他
后来才想到要BLOCK
他才看不到
敷衍回答一半
一想到了就直接按BLOCK
很geli
看到他的名就毛站
他妈的，更气人的
竟然发梦到他
怎么这个人那么阴魂不散的
给我梦帅哥啦
怎么给我梦个烂人

阿弥陀佛
善斋善斋

H@ppiness

Cloud nine
Basically it's used as an adjective to describe the happy emotions a person experience
I take it as there're 9 stages you going to go through to reach a immense happiness.

Stage 1 - nothing happends. No news is good news. If there's no news, it is already a good new. Basically you won't put on a smile in this stage but your emotion is in a very stabil condition. You're ready to smile anytime
Stage 2 - A light smile. It's like you see a baby tuck his thumb into his mouth and you think it's cute and you smile. You most likely stop smiling when you move your attention away from the baby.
Stage 3 -A heavy light smile. It's like the baby smile back to you and even tries to play with you. You're happy because you're being noticed by a baby.
Stage 4 -A smile. This is like when you're walking down a lane and you spot the $100 on the floor. You pick it up and figure how lucky you are throughout the day. You happy for the whole day.
Stage 5 -A heavy smile. You watched a comedy and laugh your stomach out. Occasionaly you can relate to it and smile when you saw the things that appears in the comedy.
Stage 6 - The boy you like ask you out for a date! You search thoroughly your wardrobe wondering what to wear for the date yet cannot decide. And in the end someone else decides for you.
Stage 7 - You two becomes lovers!
Stage 8 - You marry to your ideal partner! How wonderful!
Stage 9 - You and your loved one has a baby!! It's truly a gift from the sky. You swear to mother Earth you going to give all your unconditional love to the baby

Well, this is my lame laughing stages that took me half an hour to finish. And I actually experienced til stage 5 perhaps 6, so 7 to 9 just my imaginary happiness. Haha.
Anyway, I just want to say that I'm in stage 4 today.
First off, my presentation's over. I no longer have to see the brainless fake jerk anymore! I deleted his number and msn right away. Wahaha.
Secondly, throughout the entire semesters I'm here in SIM, I spotted one handsome guy. One and only one that I can remember. Of cause there are other handsomes but they just couldn't stay in my memories. I remember I spotted him in the school canteen when I was in my first semester. He was sitting right the opposite of us. He has big round eyes and mid mascular man. He keeps a small tail for his hair and that makes him a bit wild look. Normally I just shake head seeing boys keeping a small tail hair thinking they are some kind of gangster or etc. But his hair matches him so well that no samseng look at all. It was actually he looking at us and then I cross-eyed with him. During the first semester I did see him a few times in school, but not anymore after that.

Third semester, today, after saying goodbye to the jerk, i ran into him in the lift. At first, he looked at me looking puzzled like me. Then I remember him!!! Hahaha. I think he remember me too. Do kinda touch because you know Singaporean girls almost look the same to outsider. Make-ups and well dresses are the significant of Singaporean girls. Low profiler like me lazy to put on make ups and dress up hardly attract people attention. But but I feel he recognize me. So touch ahaha. Back to the lift, as he's not standing beside the push button, he hold the door until I went out from the lift. Ahahaha. Tough it doesn't mean anything, he might do the same to anyone else. But, I just feel protected. Ahaha. You know when a person alone for so long, a simply small act can touch her already. But it might be because the person. There could be other gentlemen do the same but I just couldn't remember. Hahaha.

In the earlier years, I remember when people ask me what's my criterion of an ideal boyfriend and I answered must be mature! Anyway, I think because of the aging, I change my view. I no longer think 天长地久 is important. 曾经拥有 is cuter. Also, It doesn't matter if he younger than me or not. A younger than you boyfriend is more romantic compared to the elder than you boyfriend. I don't mind speed dating. I don't mind unserious relationship anymore. Used to dispise those people now no more. They just couldn't stay being alone. But they were happy when they were together. I guess it can sort of balance off.

Damn what a long post. I actually do think I have potential to write love story. Haha. May be someday, when I damn free.

大与不大

退色的照片
就好像失去的记忆
这些感性的话
只是想到某些人
然后猜他会说的话
嘻嘻

其实放着两张
就是要问
我的头和脸有很大吗
哥常说我头大
脸也不小
明明就不大

好啦
我承认我头是有点小大
头大聪明嘛
脸哪有勒
你们说
说
有么

More, Expand, Elaborate

I will make the sentences of this post as long as possible. Reason I do this is because longer sentences does look nicer sometimes. It brings more power in carrying out the meaning. That's why lawyer always talk in continuous long sentences and we think lawyer is impressive when they speak. Undeniable, they do have a sharp mind, but other times they just elaborate the points they make. We laypeople don't train our mind to elaborate what we trying to say most of the time and that's why lawyer can make a person speechless.
Well, I don't like lawyer much although I really admire the way they present. To me, all lawyers have the common characteristic that is oppressing people with their mouth. It is enjoyable to see how they trap others to get the so called truth but it will not if he or she were to question me.
Anyway, I have no intention to talk about lawyer initially. I don't know why it just came out. Hehe.
Today finally see some changes although it's a small one. But I believe it will become a big one gradually.
Have a naughty thought recently and I shall tell nobody.

哭过就好了

“哭过就好了 痛都会走的
记忆有限所以它会淘汰坏的”

梁文音的哭过就好了
给那些受伤害的朋友
记得
Time will heal wound
At the same time
Thanks the person who hurt you the most
He or she makes you grow
One day when you look back and smile
You've grown up in that matter

尼王八

有些人一出场可以融化冷冰冰的气氛
让你觉得好温和
有些人一出场可以暖化硬绷绷的环境
让你觉得好放松
相反的
有些人一出现就可以提高体温
不是因为帅的心跳加速
而是被气到心律乱跳
第一次解释东西解释到要垂胸口
不是开玩笑的垂
是很认真的垂
心才能正常的跳

就是我上次提的
touch point meet 不到
我一直说A，他一直以为我说B
我说我明白他说的B
可他不明白我说的A
但他一直说我不明白他说的B
不相信我明白他说的B
也不尝试明白我说的A

好啦，我再说也无济于事
让你去问Prof
Prof：“Court didn't talk about ethics because it's court case"
尼先生:" Why court din talk about ethics?"
本来差点吐血
但看到老师睁大双眼
脸上几条筋冒出来后
" BECAUSE IT'S COURT CASE！！！"
觉得我和老师都很可怜
为什么我们必须一直重复同样的话
你却不肯听
Ethics 怎样衡量啊？
天底下去那里找个律师和你谈ethics？

还有。。。
Prof 解释一圈后
尼先生“But but。。。。”
根本不尝试了解教授解释的
Prof:“Okay okay, by this Wednesday 1:30pm（class ended） if you still don't understand, forget it"
老师放弃了

我提议的
他不要
一直说他的比较清楚
例如每个slides密密麻麻的字
好啦，斗不过你，用你的咯
后又一直要我提议
言语中暗藏我没给意见
可是
我提议的
你几时要用？
你问老师我们的slides可以吗
老师的表情很好笑
做简单一点
记得不要confuse人家
才照我的意见听我的
也不知我做后要不要用我的

最讨厌目中无人，自命清高，唯我独尊的人了
你比别人有能力的话，我没话说
可是你即不聪明又不听别人的意见
为什么有这样的人的?

还有
你是第一个迟到半小时让我等的男生
还给我一个很烂的理由
“我以为你不会来了”

你那条脑根interpret到我不会来
不对
我看你全部脑根都有问题
说我不会去
都是自己在和自己说话吧

真的无药可救

presentation在下星期
尼王八，我就忍多你一星期

平平不淡的雨

天空
好久没有
那么真诚的雨
没有中断的
没有干扰的
静静地
平平地
下了一小时

可是
没有所谓的大地重生
彩虹并没出现
乌云还是停留原地
雨过就会天晴吗
不见得

为什么会下雨？
因为乌云一起集合在一个地方
density高了就下了
一定是酱吗？
不可以真的有雨神
刚好路过那边
然后留下痕迹吗？

好累
好捆
雨还会再下吗？
当然啦
笨蛋
只是多久后而已

好啦
真的很累了
大地
晚安