Home alone :)

This week is a BUSY week
Took parents around spore
11pm sleep 7 wake up woow
So healthy haha

Okay
Parents are back
Home alone again
Nice
Lots of things to do before i land myself a job lol
Weeeeeeee

Peace & Love,
Xuan

我反感的人

有些人为了追一个女孩
可以把其他人都不放在眼里
那女孩是宝
其他女孩是草
问题是
事实上是倒反才令人讨厌
他当宝的女孩把他当草
可是他当草当的很开心
所以我们旁人最好就闭起双眼
相信我
因为连睁一只眼都会气死你

有些女孩
为了要受异性欢迎
可以做到很假
如果人生是一场戏
她可以年年拿Grammy's award
最佳假假奖
每个男生都要讨好
也对
出问题时
毕竟男生比较能帮忙
女孩朋友能帮得了什么
所以她很精明的选择异性朋友为主

我不会去可怜那些喜欢上她的男孩
更不会关心她以后的男朋友对她是怎样
因为她既然做这些事
就知道会有报应
我不是说什么天打雷劈的报应
而只是那些足够让她后悔的报应

我也很坦白承认我不喜欢她
23年来
就这么一个女子的性格让我那么反感
而且反感那么久

知道我讲谁的人就知道是谁
不知道的人就不知道是谁
(copy from yeap jia wei lol)

Down to singapore

Down to Singapore again :DD
Things have changed a lot
Especially certain places
Nearly couldn't recognize
I'm amazed how one to two years time can make such a big difference
My hometown too
BIG CHANGE in just one or two years time

Well
Its the same for human too right? hehe
During Form 6 I want to be an engineer
2 years later after graduated I want to become an accountant
Years later
I dont want to be an accountant
I want to be in finance or banking industry
We change without us realizing
Change is the only constant :D

Oh met biao jie and and biao jie fu
Havent seen them in decades
Couldn't even recognize them
Like my first time seeing them
They are unlike other rich families
They are nice and friendly
The interactions between husband and wife, parents to son are harmonious
I like this type of family
So i started thinking how to have a happy family

That isssssss
Choose a good tempered husband
And this guy must listen to girl(which means must not a male chauvinist)
And most importantly LOVE(疼） you 
How to identify?
For example
A couple saw one square-like pear
Girl: "This pear is square"
Boy: "Aiya, pear where got square one" OR " No lah, pear is pear shape la"
Like want a dispute (immature)
Or showing no interest (male chauvinist)
If even in a relationship that guy gives answer something like that
Dont you expect this guy will listen to you patiently after you marry him
For me,
Good tempered also means mature
Mature means even when the girl is wrong
The guy will not directly point out but teach her indirectly
Even the girl made mistakes
The guy will forgive her and show her he loves her

Good tempered husband with bad tempered wife = happy family
Bad tempered husband with good tempered wife = tragedy

So far the families i've came across
I've only seem good tempered husband with bad tempered wife creates a happy family
Never the opposite side

I know what i need haha
I need a guy who 疼 me, good tempered, good listener and good at memorizing things lol
And dont become a guy's first
Guys always learn through experiences
Be the guy's last
And be a girl's first
Because your everything she sees

HOPE I'LL GET A JOB HERE SOON =D

Peace & Love,
Xuan

fala

Just back from KL
Fuiyo learned new things
My cousin is a wedding make up artist
Dont know since when I am into this hair styling thingy
She taught me some ways to tie hair <3
So happy
Because if you dont have basics like me
Even if you go youtube search
It takes forever for you to understand the tips and tricks
And I also finally understanddddddddd
Why my hair keep falling down when i tie them up
My hair is too heavy
Because too moisturize
Tooo moisturize and too smooth
So very hard to actually style my hair
Good thing is just dont have to 烫直透发
Cons, hard to style :((
She asked me to 'spoil' my hair a bit lol
Very easy to style hair if your hair is spoilt like my sister
She envy my hair is moisturized
I envy her hair is easy-to-style lol

The recover

I've graduated 5 months ago
The first two months I studied for my professional paper, CMA
which unfortunately I failed
Then the following month I used up to look for jobs in the states
I did find one but
unfortunately as my EAD card processing time took up a month time and they hire somebody else
Then they offer me another lower position
I rejected
You know when you want to reject or even to do something
You'll find thousands of reasons/excuses to cover up your ass
Me too
But now i guess the main reason is i'm tired
I need a shoulder to lean on
I need to let go of something to get a new start
I need to be recharged
But now that I've fully charged
I'm all ready for the next challenge
And I've told myself not to simply let go of something next time
I'm a big girl now
I wont run away from problem next time
I'll face them with head held high

But I seriously need a job now lol
I'm not sure if i'm too demanding
But yes thus far i've only applied for singapore jobs
Never for malaysia jobs
May be i should try right
But i'm going down singapore next week
So imma put all my focus on singapore
3 months later still can't get one
I'm coming back again lol
shit
Another 3 months starts ticking
Luckily my family has been supporting all this while

This 2 to 3 months
I've made myself feel excellent
Morning - Yoga / Jogging 3 to 4 times a week
Evening - Swimming twice a week
Books - Books are a great source to improve yourself
You can tell if a person read or doesn't by the way they talk
Guys who read a lot never fails to impress me lol
The recent book i've read is Live well, Love much, Laugh often
Singaporean author
It took me quite sometime to swallow what he has to say in the book
Too much info
Basically his main focus it to advise people how to think positively
Which I'm trying to do now
Those who are looking for jobs now especially for finance position
Will definitely get what i meant
It is frustrating when you get only one or two reply out of 30 resumes you've sent
NVM
I'm still gonna get to you
No matter how hard it is

Happy Valentine's Day,
Xuan <3

We Found Love in a hopeless place

hehheehhee
as i said before
must write them out before i forget them
Halloween party 2011
It was the most awesome party i ever had
The first time i ever really enjoy dancing all night
I think because i really let loose of myself that night :)
Dance with random stranger



Jessica and meee :)


Shawn the penguin


XX


Han Zhe


Ben Aw the demon


June and ka wai :DD


Eric and Cha nee the party queen :)



whenever i hear this song
everything happened that night flow to my mind haha
Dance with one cute Indian like most of the night
Looks young
But he is cute
He never try to pok mong me like other guys did
In fact he tried to protect me by 'elbowing' guys that came near me haha
He even ask if I'm tired
Took a break and dance again
So cute and considerate right lol
For a few moments i thought i was in love lol
Regret of not giving him my number lol

And then came another ang mo
Eh this ang mo is cute too
Not exaggerating
He is man-type of cute
The indian guy is kiddo-type of cute
But he gives me the feelings that he will bring me home that night LOL
So I kept a distance from him
Mom said i should have give number to him lol

Unbelievable right
Two cute guys approached me leh
I never know I so charming one in club leh hahah

Hope years later later i still can remember :DD

Memory puzzle

Few days ago
Alitan, Qing, Jik Nen, Zhe Kun and i went to the island karaoke
When we walked through Prangin
Alitan said "Still remember last time we came here and shop for formal cloths"
Qing also remember
Me
Can't remember a single thing

Then we came to this game arcade shop
Qing said "Still remember we play this futsal game with teik ning and sian hong"
Alitan also remember
Again sadly
I don't :(

I think I have some sorta Alzhemeir ;(
My memory only can store one or two year stuffs
Two years or above unless its very very extremely significannttt
I dont think i can remember :(((

I'm so Dolly
My future husband must be good at remembering things
Cause he has to remember my part as well :(

From now on
I must blog more
To remind me of my past !!!!

1st Avenue Penang


That movie "那些年， 我们一起追的女孩"
I really wonder if a person feeling for another can really be so strong even after years?
Without ever really being together???!!!!
Because it never happens on me lol
I have lost the strong feelings to those people I used to like after years
Dont know this is a sad or happy thing lol

I have to use my brain more to train my memory liaooo!!!!

Peace and Love,
Xuan <3