Searching for answers

Mood
I don't hav, today.
Although most of the time I can hold on my mood pretty well
At times, emo still comes visit me
And sometimes I let that emo overwhelm myself for the rest of the day- which is very unlikely
Not because someone gets in my way
It's all because of me
Only me
Not being consistent enough
Not being persistant enough
Not being brave enough
Please don't ask me what is that that I truly want?
I really really don't know


What I know is
Life goes on no matter what happens
Just hope that in times I'll uncover the answers
By myself