I'm not perfect

So I guess I know the feelings of being left out now?
Shits happens
I know
I know I'm not perfect
I made mistakes
What would one feel if someone you trusted a lot
Someone that you admire
Someone that you would want to be
Someone that all the while you thought she knows you hell better than a lot more people
Complained about you behind
How i wish i never know this
I'm sorry
Sorry for the troubles i caused
I really dont know it was such a trouble for you

May be its me
Its me all the while
I'm not perfect
I accept my imperfectness
I accept my loneliness
And I acknowledge the loser like feelings
Because I'll emo to hell if i dont accept lol
But I'm learning
Learning to improve things

Thanks jw for the pillow talk
It nearly made you can't hand in your assignment on time
Really appreciate what you told me :)
Thank you so much for your time
Your really a nice friend
Because you dont judge people :)

Peace

sei la sei la
I got another guy to block now
sien
cannot on fb chat that often edi lol
yorrr
why are there guys like that one
very sien lo
or did i often do something makes people misunderstands
or i misunderstands them lol

shoo
shoo go away
unlike some girls
i dont like lots of flies flying above me
go find those girls that needs a lot of company
they need you too
just not me
i like peace lol
PEACE!!

喝酒看男人

朋友farewell那天
我醉了
Barcadi 一杯
Jonnny Walker 一杯应该
就醉了
第一个KO的人 lol
原来这边很多人很会喝 哈哈

不过
醉得还有意识
所以当晚发生的事情我都记得

要看一个男人的品行
我觉得要和他喝一次
别把自己喝的全醉
要留一些意识来看人lol

我很喜欢
不会把自己喝醉
来照顾别人的男生
但不是那些
乘机抽水的烂人
当你说你不能再喝时
他会帮忙说不要在给你喝
不会再灌喝
让你去旁边休息
当你醉了
你说你可以自己走
他让你自己走
不过你要撞到时
及时扶你
扶你的地方
不是整个捉
而是一只手用力捉你的手忖或手臂
不是整个扑过来捉你
又动腰
又动肩膀

当你真的不能走时
他会公主抱你
然后丢你在床
一眼都不多看
这就是绅士
就是好男人lol

那些故意不喝醉
乘机抽水的是贱男
那些把自己喝醉
还要别人照顾的是不成熟

这就是我喝酒看男人的道理
哇哈哈

I did something

Deleted your messages
Your photos
Your number
Your facebook

Stop tracking your movement
Yes I did stop stalking now lol

How well you live
Is none of my business anymore
I have my life to treasure

I don't miss you
I miss who I thought you were
That person doesn't exists anymore

I don't hate you
I will never hate you
Hatred is the opposite of love
If I hate you simply means i turned my love into hatred
Which imply "I haven't get over you"
No I wont let this happen
Although its hard
It is hard
I'm still learning

The time I put down all my emotions on you
And the same for you on me
Yes
We can become friends
The normal friend
That have limited topics to talk on

Until then
I won't contact you
I know you wont too

Yes
Time does heal the pain
bits by bits :)

Rabbit in erie county fair

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Touched rabbit la
Horse la
Bull la
Watched sea lion show la
Tiger show la
And piglet show
They are so cute

Still remember this guy Josh tricked me when he saw a chocolate cow
"You know what, this is the cow that make chocalate milk"
Damn
For one moment I believed and said "Really?"
You know what was next
Sighsss :(
Aiyo
Dont want people think I'm so stupid la
Gotta be smarter lol

emo emo

stomach hurts so bad........
first blog using phone...weehee

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Finally settled down at ONE place

I've moved to 4 different places for the past 4 months
Average I move my ass to another house every month
Moving is tiring lol
And you tend to leave 1 at A place
2 at B place
3 at C place
And 4
Yea, you got me
Then I have to remember if I left 1 at A place
or B place or C place
And for a person who suffer short term memory loss like me
This is hard !!
Worse is when you lost someone else stuff :(
Gotta replace them with a new one
Sit Dai Lo :(

Daddy is in hospital having medical check up
Hope he'll be alright
The moment I hear mommy say he's in hospital
I was like what am i gonna do
Luckily no big problem
Still have to follow up
Mom told me after the results was out
Yea they don't want me to worry about them
Still I've always been assuming them to be healthy
But the fact is they are getting old
People get sick when old
I should pay more attention to them

We always make assumptions or take things for granted
Assume that things will go our way
And very often when thing goes out of our way
We freak out
We lost direction
Because it shouldn't be like that
But this is the freaking fact
If nothing can be done to make it better
We've got no choice but to accept it
Once we accept the truth
We move on
But my point is don't take things for granted
Its always these assumptions that screw things up

I know I dont have much life experiences yet
I'm speaking as an amateur
What I feel the most important for now is
Love the one you loved
And people that I concern being healthy
Other things really don't matter much
Furthermore
All the natural disaster that strike one after another
Is like the preview of 2012 heh
We never know how long we gonna live
Appreciate !! :)