Lame lame

Lame people give lame excuses!!
Me:"Hey are you in class?"
No response...after another hour
Me:"Hey, where are you now? Professor wants our group report now. She's asking from me."
Since I'm the one who stupidly turned up in the class because I trusted them to be in class like what they've said. ;S
"Feeling unwell staying at home, computer crashed can't do anything"
Extend the due date
"How am I suppose to do when my computer crashed?"
Me:"May be you can do at the lab?"
My heart:"Is it so hard to find a computer nowadays? Just use your brain! You're kids no more. Don't ask questions that kids do"
"Now Friday and it's due on Monday, I'm not going school.Did everyone else really did their part"
Me:"Since it's not graded, may be just hand in next semester la.Yes, I guess."
My heart:"SSTUPPIDDDD, It's your problem leh. Can't you figure out other ways?"
"Okay then."
Prof rejected the request and I replied to that lame people
Me:"Professor said it's too long, it's meant for this semester, ..."
"Then tell her I'm not going to do"
Me:"Okay"
My heart:"Stupid girl, are you throwing tantrum? Are you in any position at all to be angry? This is given at the very beginning of the course. Everybody knows it. Furthermore, you gain when you do it. Not me, not the professor. AND!!! Why did you hold back another girl's part? She gave you long time ago. You can just forward to us at anytime. You can use the lab to send us her report if your computer crashed. Don't use the lame excuse okay? I really couldn't believe this. Never say anything never do anything until the very last moment I asked twice from you. I should be the one in the angry position okay? Cleaning up the whole group mess especially yours. Today only I see the real you. You were so nice until this happened. Everyone likes you. Nevermind, at least I know now. You're so irresponsible and untrustworthy.

一直下的雨

刚到新加坡的第一星期
生了一场大病
要离开这里的最后一个星期
又来了

这里
天天下雨
也许常被那不起眼却杀伤力威猛的小雨滴淋到
不知那个晚上起
不开风扇
不开冷气
2cm大的窗口
都要穿寒衣包紧紧才能睡着
咳
老娘身子就那么不耐冷
好懊恼在美国要怎样保温
吃狗肉
喝红酒
也应该是了

My beloved Nikiiie

My beloved Nike bottle, present from Twins and etc gone at my school canteen. :(
How I wish the venue to be in Jit Sin High School. I still remember no matter how many times my purse or bottle disappeared from my sight, I still be able to see them again. Quite funny, I vividly remember Sian Hong, Teik Ning or Chiow Suan will asked "eh, where's your purse?" Or they found some other way to ask me to take out my purse. And then that's the time I realized my purse was with one of them. Most of the time, I didn't even know when did I drop it. But I just got em back at the end. Haha. Thank you so muchie. Hahah. And then my bottle, the longest time it was left alone at school was a weekend. I still managed to find it on Monday. Haha. Jit Sin student is honest. Haha.

Here. Sighs. Queued up for payment. Stepped outside the canteen door, suddenly remembered my beloved bottle, turned around, see no signs of my bottle. Asked the janitor. "I never see your bottle, ask the other janitor"
The other janitor "No, I never see your bottle too."
Cashier came to us "Looking for something?"
"Yes, I left my bottle here..."
Searched around, "No, don't have your bottle"
And that's the end of my bottle. Just few seconds away from me and BOMB it had gone forever. : (

I will always love you, my nikieee.

I want to be a billionaire!!!^^

Damn cool song~!!! Haha.
I want to be a billionaire so friggin bad
Buy all of the things I never had
I want to be on the cover of Forbes magazines
Smiling next to Oprah and the Queen

Bear with me. I just know how to link youtube video to Blogger. Wahaha.

徐佳瑩 失落沙洲

Nice nice song. ^^ Tears drippled down my face the first time listening to this.
我不是一定要你回来 只是当又一个人看海
回头才发现你不在 留下我迂迴的徘徊

A simple lyric and easy melody but it just so unforgettable. Feel connected to this song. :)

Love lives

I can't remember since when I started to enjoy shopping alone. Was once so fear to be alone at any circumstances. Now? Come on, shopping alone was joyous. You take your own sweet time to pick, to examine and whatever you needed to. Of cause if there's shopping buddies, it would be merrier but when there's none, try to enjoy the shopping process. ^^

By the way, I broke my guitar string last night when I was trying to tune the guitar!!!! :( It happened so fast that I got stunned for few seconds. I never knew that one can break a string while tuning!!!! And luckily the string only hit my arms. How dangerous if it hit my eyes....Stunned stunned......And then the next thing that came to my mind is one Jay's song ------ 断了的弦 再怎么连
我的感觉 你已听不见 That's so true. Haha.

Read a few amazing books lately. One book that touched me the most is Tuesday with Morris. It was actually a true story and later adapted into a movie of the same name. I learn to appreciate life and people that I love even more after reading this great piece of work. It was the first book that I can't wait to finish. It was a story about the author with his dying professor, Morris who fought so hard to live his life. Morris was diagnosed with Lou Gehrig's disease - a chronice neuron illness. As time goes by, the person loses "basic abilities" like speaking, walking or even eating. The story was similar to one litle's of tears. One thing I would never forget is when Morris said that he was lucky because he still has the chance to actually say goodbye to the people he love. People who died in accidents didn't manage to even say goodbye to people around. And that he didn't give up because of the illness but insisted on contributing to society even more.

The book encompasses acceptance, communication, love, values, openness, and happiness. Why are we still complaining when we already have the best surrounding us? Just open your eyes and you shall see. ^^

40 days to Buffalo

还剩40天
还真的好兴奋
虽然知道到那边的生活会转180度
也为自己画了很多路
也许再没多余时间追连续集
也许常常会往图书馆跑
这不会是忙
这只会是丰富
人生有几个几十年呢
最重要就是活在当下
用一个敞开的心看世界
况且身边人都健健康康
就是福气
机会是无所不在
在于看到与否
真的真的好期待
新的生活的来临
虽说仍有不舍自己家乡
人还是要往前看的不是吗
活在过去的人也只能滞在原地
太可惜了

话说回来
老哥也竟然临时说与教授下月去美国
交论文之余
顺便到处游
全程只需出约一半飞机票
真好

大家，一起加油唷！