1st labor day everrr

Time fliessss
Hardly believe that I've already graduated one year plus and worked for nearly 1 year already!!!!!
Every moment of the college days feel like it happened yesterday
They say you will miss pre university life than university life
I say i miss both
Actually may be university life in US even more
OH WELL
BACK TO REALITY

First year of work
It has been a rough year
Bad log
Problematic system
Missing documents
All report is not correct
And a fresh finance student need to deal with all these shit
To science students finance and accounting are the same
Only business students understand the differences
In short,
Accounting is for recording the past
Finance is for predicting the future
So I don't have much accounting knowledge
And I don't really have a supervisor to guide me
The supervisor is so so bad that the whole company dislike her
And the boss is about to sack her at the point she finished her job
Yea this is how bad she is
Not only she didn't teach me
She pushes all the responsibility to me
But luckily I have a bunch of good colleagues
When anything happens like boss accused you after listening to the supervisor
You know your not in the wrong position when all the colleagues stand by you

Even tough i know i did wrongly (OF COURSE I have nobody to guide me hee)
But when the same field person said you did a great job
That I've already done my best
And sided me even tough I wasn't around
You know all the hard work worth it

The best comments I've ever received
"年轻人通常比较冲动，但是你没有。你比其他同年龄的同事有耐力。"
"虽然你没有accounting background，但是你比那个有accounting background的好。你懂的比他多"
"Jia Xuan already did her best" by auditor SPin
"Jia Xuan really 很厉害, so many things i wonder how could she do it, I can't do it seriously" by CChuen
"Jia Xuan you really 很细心" by April

Although I found it hard to take the last one since I'm so a blur person
But this one year does help improve me to become a more detailed person
Until today I still find it so hard to believe that I survived the first job
I really nearly quit the job for quite a few times
Somehow God has given me enough strength to hang in there
Jesus has sent Mark to help me
How do I not love Jesus?
I don't even know why I doubt you sometimes
You've given me much more than I needed

My second job
Another challenge
Set up a whole new accounting system
And key in one whole year transaction
People say accounting is an easy job
But so far
I haven't find it that easy yet hee
But I've learn much
May be in few years time I'll say it's easy

Once again
I want to thank my Lord Jesus again
Thanks for giving this job
Thanks for the increment of salary
Thanks for loving me
I love Jesus =D

Sudden increment that made my day!

Okay
I'm so EXCITED!!!!!
When there's an unexpected big sudden jump in your salary
YOU'LL SO LOVE YOUR JOB!!!

I know I can't get the same salary elsewhere may be even after two years time
This is just pure coincidence
I promise to myself I'm so gonna do my work well
I'll give my best
I'll nail it down
I shall not fail you, Dear God
Thanks for the increment
I shall use it wisely

Everything has changed

说真的
自从认识了创造整个宇宙万物的创世主后
我的生命完全改变了

以前的我
做的是我觉得对的
或者世界让我觉得是没错的
世俗的东西
都想说怎样享受人生
没有所谓的对与错
只要自己觉得对就对
没错
都是自己
也就是这个自己
世界上的人都因为这个自己
才产生那么多问题

越注重自己的人
越容易被绊倒
往往得忧郁症的都是这些人

曾经我也是一样
直到我认识了耶稣基督
我才知道
原来全部发生的事情都是有原因的

为什么会有人
为什么人会死
为什么一星期有七天
为什么今年是2013年
为什么女人生孩子那么痛
为什么女人会那么情绪化
为什么男人要做工养家
为什么人是万兽之灵
为什么会有天灾
好多的为什么
原来圣经早在3千年前回答这些问题了
原来是有对和错的

还记得有个朋友说
圣经根本没说到他是神
当时信以为真
直到自己读了才看到神的荣耀

为什么有些人看不到神
或觉得根本没有神
就是因为自傲
其实我们什么都不是
根本没什么值得骄傲

那创造我们的神
谢谢你施给我的恩
让我认识你
我会向你学习
把自己更像你
希望您能继续领导我
带领我和马克做对的事情

25 Years Old

So, I’ve resigned. It’s a big relief for me. Away from the woman, away from all the messy system, messy paper work, messy double work etc. I felt awesome, at least for now. I do not know what the challenges ahead are, but what I do know is I do not want to take this crappy job anymore.

This year, I’m turning 25.

25 years old, it used to be so far away. But here I’m, turning 25.  It’s a total different stage of life. You’re an adult now. You are to make your own decision and be responsible for it. Parents can’t always be there to wipe off your mess.

25 years old, I’ve started receiving wedding invitation from friends every now and then surprisingly. I still feel young, so not ready to get marry yet. From house loan to electricity to house chores to baby, gosh the responsibility is so big. Okay, I sounds like I have some responsibility issue but yea I’m not comfortable at doing something if I don’t think I’ll do it well.

25 years old, a little bit wiser, a little bit more mature, a little bit stronger than a few years back. I’ve been hurt badly, cried enough. Changing from a strange place to another, I’ve learn to be more independent, more flexible, more understanding. All of the problems I once faced become an asset to me. I got knock down but I got back up.  I’ve learn to put down my ego. I’ve learn to learn things. And I’m still learning.

25 years old, everything has been great for me. Thank God. I love my 25 years old. I don’t feel old. I feel wiser. I feel prettier. I feel more confidence. I feel good J

Humanity

Last night company dinner
6 or more were drunk
2 were completely knocked out
I was awake
Very awake and was watching the people who drunk and not drunk
What shivered me was one colleague who wasn't drunk
She appeared completely merciless to other colleagues who were drunk
First
She keep asking whether we wanted to leave
Cause she wanted to take the same MRT as us
Then she said she's going to scold those who drunk next Monday
Then what gives me creeps was when she said
"Just leave the two knocked out people sleep here la, wait until they awake, then can drive back already. Leave them here, normally after 4 hours they'll awake and by the time they can go back themselves"
"They are man what. Nothing to scared of what.
Please note that the two drunk guys were completely drunk
They can did nothing except sitting and vomiting
Hello? How can they take care of themselves when they were not sober at all?
I was thinking what if she's the one who was knocked out
Will she ever want people to just leave her there?
I don't understand why some people can just be so cold-blooded

I don't know if it was because of her unmarried status that caused her to be so emotionless
Or it was because of her cold-blooded nature that caused her can't get married
My company has the most unmarried old women
The two obvious traits that i found in them are very hot-tempered and show no sympathy towards the needy people
So I tell myself
I want to get married!
I don't want to be like them in the future
Scary

SAY NO TO PIMPLESSSS

Oh dear
I do not know why
WHY
Why is there acne outbreaks in my face
And its A LOT
I do not know the real cause
Is really the stress from work causing all the outbreak
Or is there something else
I used to ignore the acnes in my face because its few and negligible
Normally I just let it dry out and fall itself

NOW
It's so scarrry that I wanted to scratch them out whenever i look into the mirror
:(
Many people are scolding me for not taking care of my face
Okay
3 months time
I shall kill all the acnes
Let no pimples survive at my face!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AHHHHHHH!~~~~~~~~~~

Our first Valentine

Our first Valentine

From not knowing how to pick a flower to this bouquet of flower
It took Mr Gan nearly 2 hours
According to him
He's an expert now
I shall wait for your next bouquet of flower to see your expertise in this huh
Xie xie ni~~

Happy Valentine's Day
Thanks for not running on that day
Thanks for the flower making
Thank you dear dear