BOOO

I have been eating out ever since I started working in Singapore
For one year plus I have not touch the cooking pot
I miss home cooked food so badly that I bought some chicken, vegetables etc today
Thinking of making a nice meal to my lovely nice man and myself
After unfreezing the chicken, washing the veges, cutting all the garlic
All ready to cook
Saliva slurping in my mouth
Happily
I tried to switch on the gas
GUESS WHAT
NO GAS!!!!!
Because its not my own house
I can't just order the gas
SADLY
I threw away the garlics
Refreeze the chicken
And pack up the veges
AND I EAT OUT AGAIN

Been very occupied and finally found some time to cook yet NO GAS!!!!!!
:'(

Well enough lamenting
back to study ACCA again
I think I will quit this 8 to 5 work one day
It's eating out all my time
Anybody out there needs a part time maid?
Hee

The month of December

It's my favourite month once again!!~~~
Because there's Christmas Day!!!!!
Jesus's birthday!!~~
Merry Christmas to the world~~~~
Then its my birthday!!!~~~~
Happy birthday to myself heee
And it's the end of one year
Meaning its time to assess ourselves what have we done for the past one year
And set new goals for next year~~~
1) Kill ACCA F3, F6 &F7 papers (sei mei)
2) Learn some Japanese
3) Finish bible Old Testament (at least once)
4) Hopefully can move to new house again :(
5) Learn from new coming Finance manager
6) MOST IMPORTANTLY, a more Christ-like Jia Xuan :)

These few months have been busy preparing for ACCA :'(
Life has not been very easy
Seriously finally I understand work and study life is really challenging
Perseverance, determination, patient, discipline oh well
I'm sure those who are like me can list down more things

It has been quite a while since I last wrote my boyfriend Mark
Imma write about him again heeee
I know
He loves me very much
Because he is willing to change for me
Slowly slowly he is becoming a better person ;p
And he will not let me go
Thank God for changing him
Of course there's something I need to praise him
Whenever I ask this or that girl pretty or not
He has this standard answer
"Average, your the prettiest"
Vic: "Above or below average"
Mark: "Below"
Showed him another few more girls that I think pretty
All  he replied "below"
Vic: "Then me leh"
Mark:"Above........Only you and Miranda Kerr above.
And it wasn't just one or two times
It has happened many times
This bf never once fall into my trap
Although I know its not true
Thank you for the effort
Because I like it haha
I mean girls will like it
Thank you dude
heheeheh

The sudden death

Paul Walker is dead
第一眼看到面子书流传时
还以为是假的
再搜索后
心情不禁沉了下来

车祸死了
没有心理预备的死是让人最难接受的
虽然我不是粉丝
但发现他是个活在基督里的基督徒
也是一个爱上帝的人
那么多人为他的死感到惋惜
就知道他的生命影响了很多人

刚好今天牧师和我说
你刚出世时
每个人围在你身边笑
你哭
那你死的时候
是否围着你身边的人为你的死感到惋惜而哭
还是心里OS说这人终于死了

虽然世界少了一个小天使
天堂却多了一个天使
:)
Prayers to the family of Paul Walker



Revelation 717
For the Lamb which is in the midst of the throne shall feed them, and shall lead them unto living fountains of
waters: and God shall wipe away all tears from their eyes.

分手后

以前我不明白
为什么
有个基督徒的爸爸妈妈反对
自己的基督徒孩子
和不是基督徒的女朋友交往
现在
我懂了

可怜的朋友
因为和一个假装是基督徒的人交往
后来才发现原来他根本是很反对基督徒的人
狠下心分手
结果那男的变得像另个人般
有点精神分裂
还说神向他说话
可怜的朋友
第一次谈恋爱
就遭遇这情况
还要担心他会对她不利
因为他说的话太吓人了
顿时觉得他很恐怖

只能说
交往前要看清楚对方
是不是他所说的一样
恋爱也不要一个头栽进去
说容易做时难

哎
分手
这痛苦的过程
也只有神用时间治疗

马克甘
你看看
我们还有很多功课要做
一远离神
就有很多问题
要多多审查自己！！


2 Corinthians 6:14
Do not be unequally yoked with unbelievers. For what partnership has righteousness with
lawlessness? Or what fellowship has light with darkness?

Be Thou My Vision

最近好喜欢这首诗歌
还有其他很好听很动人的基督徒诗歌
最经典的Amazing Grace更是听了白遍还是打进心坎里的歌
还有无数首歌原来都是上帝感动基督徒写出来赞美神的诗歌
如果你不是真神
那些写歌的没有经历过你
怎能写出赞美你感激你让人听了心能得到安慰的歌呢

让我想起我以前的同事说
基督徒都好像很会唱歌
想一想好像是哦
上帝给很多他的仆人一把好嗓子就是要赞美神呀
上帝的计划真的太美好
自从认识你我好多的疑惑都被解开了
很感激神父打开我的眼睛让我看到你
这世界再也没有更好的事了
知道有一个爱我的上帝
人生太美好了

曾经我抵抗你，拒绝你，干你憎恨的事情
主耶稣的神，荣耀的神
你没有放弃我
谢谢你，荣耀全归于你

Matthew 13:16 

But blessed are your eyes, for they see, and your ears, for they hear.

又 瘦了

最近
做工以来最忙的一次
连续一个星期做12-13小时的工
也不知是工作的压力
还是天天和强手打羽毛球

我又瘦了
44公斤
不是很好的体重
好怕在瘦下去
可不可以别再瘦了

改变

时间真的可以改变人
离开了学校
两年
发现好多人变了

有些人被金钱捆绑
一天到晚就想要怎样赚钱
忙来忙去忽略了怎样享受生活
多问一句话
换来无端端的被骂
我知道他很累
也很心疼
因为我知道他不快乐

在有些人特别是女生
面子书一个月就换了十多次 Profile Picture
摆着各种各样有撩人的
有装可爱的
有很性感的
有浓妆的
天晓得他们一天要花几小时的时间来自拍
要不然就花瓶也upload
天天吃什么也upload
看到什么都upload
有那么渴望注意力吗？
不觉得很浪费时间吗？

我知道每个人都有upload照片
我也没有against
我自己也喜欢
只是有些人太extreme了
化浓妆穿性感
而且定期upload
是要诱罪吗?

更有些
有了男女朋友
一天到晚就是check in 这里
check in 那里
每星期跟男女朋友照片在这里那里
好像世界就剩下他们两个
说的好听点
典型的有异性没朋友

对不起
我也没有要批评
这只是我的看法
当你太into一个东西时
请抽身出来吧
因为他往往把你的眼睛蒙住了
找回那最单纯的你

我也一直在提醒自己
不要太into世上任何一个东西/人
东西会变
人更会变
只有神的话语不变
要追求就追求个不变的东西
Love Jesus