Look me in the eyes

Look me in the eyes
What did you see

Its violet eye shadow haha
But its like no difference with the nude color in the picture
OH
I WAS WEARING LENS!!!
So happy I know how to wear lens edi!!!
Heheheh



Went to recruitment agency today
She used the word "very rare" to describe the market opportunities for the foreigners this year

Fine
No big deals lol
Just go back KL lo lol

Ah............
When my bro and my da sao in France
They were robbed!
Thousands of cash and passport gone
But i think insurance will cover up some hehe
Losing the passport is the most burdensome
My brother can do there (with the visa) but not my da sao
So they gonna come back early
Just wanna remind you people out there
BE ALERT when you visit France
This is not the first time i heard people (like us foreigners) getting robbed in France

have you smiled today? :)

i'm feeling happy
dont know why lol
may be because i've finish reading my fav author's book
"Happiness in Hard Times"


He taught me I can choose happiness!! =D
" Do you want to be happy? Decide now, "Nobody owes me anything. Whatever anybody gives me is a bonus. " =D
And loving myself
"Its no one else's responsibility to love you. Its your responsibility to love yourself" <3
And the trick to the game of life is to feel happy, grateful and content first!
He taught me to focus on what I have
Not what i don't have
And live in the present
"All you can do is give your best effort until bedtime. Let tomorrow take care of itself." =D
One very useful tip is to let go!
The more emotional you have about things, the less control you have
Once we can let go, we are in position of power
And this is so for me
Disinterested people say, "Who cares and why bother?"
Desperate people say, "If i dont get this I'll die."
When you are determined and detached, you say
"One way or another, I'll get a good job- and I don't care how long it takes" :)
There are so much more in the book
I will recommend to anyone who seeks happiness =D

I'm happy
Bcoz
I'm staying in a condo with a beautiful swimming pool

Can swim and jacuzzi everyday ;p
My parents LOVE me <3
My parents are in great health
Brother sister are well :)
I'm in good shape lol
I'm improving everyday
Damn
Can I not be happy right now lol

terjatuh

穿上高跟鞋的我
在下巴士时
突然觉得我好像要跌到了
下一秒我就扑了
扑得还不错
撞到膝盖的手掌而已
再下一秒
我就跳回来
前面的人听到声音反过来看什么事时
我已经站好了lol
还好穿牛仔裤
才没挂彩
伤不多应该lol

我好像越来越“会”跌到
这个会是将伤痕减到最少的会lol
去年跌到是在miami
瞎了眼看不到前面有高起来的东西
没来得及反应就跌
跌在bryan ooi的后面 lol
那个跌
是整个身体扑下去
眼看我的脸就要碰地时
我使个劲翻过身
才没中脸嘻嘻
bryan拉我起来后
还说我很会跌到
还可以翻身的 lol

在前年就不会跌
跌到脚扭到肿起来
我还怀疑我的尾骨也是那时受伤的
在新加坡MRT站下楼梯时鞋断掉
是一屁股坐下去的跌

在几年前更糟糕
瞎眼瞎到没路
踏到砖块
ligament 三条短俩条
包脚包了两个月

阿弥陀佛！！


好喜欢这首remix歌
其实
我有个小愿望
就是在台上表演跳舞嘻嘻
很有型叻跳舞
跳舞跳到六年级后就没跳了 :(
好想跳叻。。。。。。。。。。

hehehehe

okay i know i updated a lot
bcoz i'm FREE
i know i wont be doing this as much when i get a job lol
so whenever i feel like doing this
i'll do it
record down anything that i want :)

one thing i'm quite happy to be in singapore issss
people here are more willing to dress up
no matter girls or boys

my mommy
never praise any cute random guy in front of me
suddenly she told me one day
there were 2 cute guys in mrt just now LOL
they can be actor edi
i can't believe those words actually came out from my mom's mouth lol
ahh funny her
i know she's anxious to find a bf for me lol
mummy dont worry
he is finding his way to me
he will come when the time is right lol

yea one of my fav now is
watching cute guys
or pretty girls hehehhehe

oh did i mention before
my place here got lots of ang mos
some very handsome too hahahah
need to go swim or jakuzzi more often wahahha

oh my mom asked me to buy a prettier swimming suit and go swim more LOL
that's my lovely mom lol
ok i shall buy one pretty bikini
while i still can wear LOL

Time to love myself

OKaaay
I've come to a conclusion
ME !!!!
ME!!!!
tends to be VERY EMOTIONAL when
the prior week
or the week the period comeeeeeeeee
it was my ex who said "do you know you get irritated easily when your period has come?" that i realized oh ya ho
i tend to think or imagine things LOL
so we got into more arguments during the duration hehe
I know its PMS when I found myself feeling down or crying with no reason
ah crapp
yes i'm very dangerous during this 2 weeks lol
shitzzz
nvm i'm working on it
working on it
this is something guys will never understand!!!!
why girls tends to be so emo sometimes?
BECAUSE IT BLOODILY HURTSSSS
If you dont understand this thing
Please dont say you understand girls
Please respect us
We know we are being emo but we just can't help it
We just try to hold it lol
Sometimes we dont even know its PMS that's kacauing us


I heard John Mayer is going down Buffalo :)

The waiting

Okay,
I'm here in spore for a week
I've received four calls
Three out of four
First question they ask was
"Are you a PR"
OR
"What is your status now?"
Damn
Seriously?

Please
I'm a very talented foreigner
Please dont reject me without getting to know me better lol
Nvm
I wait
While enjoying my life lol

But at least there are calls
When I was in Msia
Only ONE call
Looks like you really have to come to that place if you want to work there

Peace & Love,
Xuan :D

camwhore

salute photographer
even more salute to those camwhore who are able to take nice camwhore pictures
cause its harddd!! lol

bunny
see the hair that came out
that's what i meant last time



nude eye shadow
i seriuosly think that it looks better in person than in the pictures lol
the light somehow either 'conceal' or 'modify' the color
but important is looks nice both in person and in the picture
so still got lots of room for improvement
oh didn't apply fake eyelashes
shall try apply next time :D
from the picture its not that heavy
but in person i feel its heavy lol
or its not heavy at all